Title: And she keeps coming back.
Date: May 22, 2000
Author: Nancy
Espinosa
Rating: PG
Spoilers: Requiem
Archive: Yes, just let me know where to visit.
Disclaimer: Not mine, never will. Chris Carter, Fox and 1013 own them. How lucky they are!!
Summary. Mulder remembers when Scully was abducted now that he’s in the same position.
Author's Notes: I started writing this story before Requiem and first day in the morning after the episode, I finished it. It was a great episode, I’m looking forward for the next season and I know it’ll be a good one.
E-mail: nancye_2000@yahoo.com
And she keeps coming back
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I came a long way, From out of nowhere, I stand before you, All alone, Like a wolf's cry in the distance, I heard the calling, Of your soul, Oh... I hear you cryin'.******I am made of You, Ricky Martin
And she keeps coming back. Why. Sometimes I wish she hadn’t came back.
And not because I didn’t want her with me. That’s not it. Of course I want her with me, at my side.
But it’s just that she suffers too much with me. That’s why I didn’t want a partner.
Diana had suffered enough with me, but at the end she got her revenge, she made me suffer also.
But that’s in my past. Dana is now my present, and I don’t want her to suffer anymore.
When she stepped in my office the very first time, I thought she wouldn’t stay with me for a long time.
I really thought she would run after our first case. But she didn’t.
Because she’s so strong and brave. Because she’s intelligent and centered.
Because she’s beautiful. She’s the most beautiful creature I have ever laid my eyes on.
I could get lost in her georgous deep blue eyes forever.
I could kiss her soft coral lips for eternity. I could caress her shiny red hair till my hands fell down.
I could touch her white-milk skin till the day I died.
But I can’t do that to her. She deserves better. That’s easy. Anyone is better than me.
And at the same time I can’t see her with someone else. I’m so selfish. I want her only with me.
God. Why she keeps coming back. Even if I ditch her. And I do that a lot.
Even when I say horrible things to her.
Well.., maybe she comes back because deep inside her, she knows why I do it, she knows I don’t really mean it.
And she keeps coming back. And I’m afraid she does it because she feels the same way about me.
I feel her love. She loves me, did I mention that? Oh, sorry, I didn’t mention that I do love her too.
With my heart, with my soul, with my entire body. Every cell of my body aches for her.
And you know since when. Since always.
Sometimes when I try to remember when was the first time I realized what I feel for her, I can’t.
Because I think I’ve always loved her, even before I knew her, even before we were born, it was written, where?
I don’t know where, but I know it was. I think it was only a matter of time for us to find each other.
She’s my complement. I didn’t thought that kind of feeling existed, I always thought it was just words in lovers' mouths.
But I can really feel it now with her.
She always keeps coming back. But now I’m the one who is gone.
I don’t know what made me join them, I just knew I had to, even when it implied leaving her.
But it was her or it was me, that was an easy one. For how long? I don’t know.
I just know I’ll be coming back, just as she did.
Please, don’t forget me. I know she won’t, she will look for me, just as I did for her.
I don’t know why but I feel like I just didn’t leave Scully, I feel like I leave something else, someone else.
Scully, just wait for me and keep loving me just like I do, because I’ll be coming back.
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With your love, Show me how to live, 'Cause you are made of me and I am made of you, With your life, Show me how to give, You are made of me, With your heart, Show me what is true, 'Cause you are made of me, And I am made of you, With your soul, Walk my spirit through, You are made of me, And I am made of you, Oh... I hear you crying, Through the darkness, to the light.
****I Am Made of You, Ricky Martin
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