I guess this started when I was 9 or 10. I don't remember what started it but like most other CD people I liked pantyhose and silk panties. I used to try them on and even some of my aunts shoes fit me. I did dress up and was almost caught a few times and usually I got in trouble just so I could stay home by myself. Well when I moved out I had several girlfriends that probably wouldn't have understood and I just wore underwear and pantyhose.

In 1994 I bought my first pair of heels, black size 12, from Payless. I just walked around in them and not much else. Later that year I got 2 more pairs of shoes and not much else. In August 1995 I bought my first dresses, a layered blue one and a light green silk one with flowers, which doesn't fit me real well. I wore them, no makeup, around the house and that was pretty much the extent of my dressing until I got with 2 women that had larger size clothes. They didn't wear too many dresses and I got some of their stuff, some didn't fit but the things that did I kept and took the rest to Goodwill. I had been dating Sylvia in 1998 but my circumstances had changed to where I had moved to Wichita Falls, got my first car and then moved to Fort Worth. I had left SA in 1998 and still kept in contact with her then after I got my car I made trips to SA and helped take her shopping and things we did when I was down there but only this time we drove to where we needed to go. Then in August of 2000 right before labor day, maybe it was labor day weekend I made another trip down there and I told her about Jessica. She said it was alright and she said that she should have figured it out. I didn't complain when we would go shopping for her clothes and didn't argue too much when she asked me to put on nail polish. I pretended to not want to do it and I would drink beer to make it look good. Also when I would drink too much I would put on her panties and bra. It is great being the same size that she normally buys and having the same band size for bras. I told her and she suggested I do something for Halloween, I said I would like to and I started buying more foundation garments and I bought my first wig on Ebay. While I was still making the trips down, I had told another girlfriend of mine, Sharon, about Jessica and she said she was willing to learn and even had me help her clean out her closet. She even attended a few tri-ess meetings with me.

Jessica was born October 5th of 2000. I officially came up with the name and set up the hotmail address that I have on that date. I had a choice between Victoria and Elizabeth Ann and I chose this name because I have a cousin with the same name. I have always had a facination with that name. I now am a charter member of the DFW Lambda Nu Tau and the Secretary/Treasurer of this wonderful group. I am in process of trying to form a tri-ess chapter here in San Antonio if there is sufficient interest. I am attending the open group meetings, the club is called Boulton & Park.

Special thanks to Sylvia, her mom Dessie, Sharon, and my mom and stepdad for understanding and helping me with this. Also to Bonnie & Alta, and Toni & Babs for being there for all of us as we started this Tri-ess chapter. In a way they helped me grow to where I am today.