March 10, 2002

I just watched 9/11, the documentary about the terrorist attacks. I have no idea what to say. I have so much respect for those firefighters; having so much courage everyday to do their job seems unthinkable to me. As much as the whole thing affected me; it's hard to just sit here and not do anything. I mean, I donated money to the Red Cross, but so did everyone else. How much of a difference did I make? I guess only I know. There's absolutely no way to know how any of those people felt on that day, watching debri and bodies fall out of the sky like rain. But anyone who says that people watching from somewhere were not affected is wrong. I spent hours in front of the TV in tears scared to death for everyone there. And I was affected as an American; how dare those men attack our country. How dare they challenge us, thinking they're better than us or doing this for a good cause. That's bullshit. I'm so proud to live here and unlike people living in the mideast, we are good people and a good country and we know what freedom feels like. So, to those assholes who think they are doing good are just making things harder on themselves because they should know that we won't rest until they pay for what they did.           Well, that felt good to get out and I hope all Americans feel the same way:)

February 20, 2002

Hey there, this is my first journal entry, woohoo!! I'm trying to set up my webpage and hopefully it'll be cool. I'm not feelin too deep so I'll write more next time so keep checkin.