Memories came rushing through my mind,
of a love I once had,
I thought I forgot and that my love died inside,
It was still there,
Always there under the ruins of my broken heart!

Take away my freedom,
lock me in a cage,
throw the keys
tie my hands and my feet
with a string of rules made out of steel,
Deprive me from sunlight,
from the right to speak,
take away everything I hold dear,
and tell me I will live forever and ever
in this cage,
you will take everything,
but my freedom to think!
My free spirit knows no boundaries,
or locked doors,
It will fly high above it all,
to another world!
And when you take everything,
you will never be able to take away my soul!!

I sent you a message, I gave you a card, I bought a gift and wrapped it with my love. I recorded the songs that spoke truth about my feelings towards you. Then what? I was not the only one!! And I realized, seven years were all a waste of time, a waste of feelings, a waste of love and a waste of my life!

I see you in a different light, I don't know you anymore! Are you the one I loved?? Definitely no!!!

Remnants of a forgotten past,
Creeps through my mind,
It knocks on the door of my heart,
Persisting,
Unwilling to leave,
I open it slowly,
Fearfully,
Overpowered by memories from faces lost in time,
Ones I thought I have left behind,
But do we ever forget those faces in the dark?
Rushing at me from the corners of my mind,
Holding candles to light a memory,
That was once held dear to the heart,
Now,
It is only a memory knocking at my door.
I blow the candles of the faces,
That once were in my life.
I let them rest in the peace of the dark.

The cool breeze ruffles my hair,
While I stare at the stars above,
I remember you,
Your eyes,
In the darkness of the night,
You have touched my heart so deeply,
And there is no where to run,
Do I want to run?
I ask myself!
Do I want to hide?
From who? From you?
Why! You are myself, my love!
The music reminds of your sweet laughter,
I will remember you here and after.
For what you have given me,
I have never thought I will ever have!
For what you made me feel,
I have never thought I will ever feel!
You made me dream,
And turned it true,
My love,
It is you I will always love!

Whirling wind of love,
Come my way,
Take me in your embrace,
Lift me above the clouds,
All the way to the heaven in his eyes!

Let me twirl and dance,
I feel happiness all around me,
After all this time!
Oh, wind, tell him how I feel inside,
Bring him to me and let us drown in each
others eyes!

Let me see his smiling face,
I will lose myself in his presence,
And in his embrace!

Such feelings, oh wind,
I have never known before,
Teach me, I am eager to learn,
From you and from his eyes.

Oh, whirling wind of love,
I am waiting for that day,
When our dreams will bring us on
the same way.

Until then, oh wind,
I will twirl and dance,
I will fly to the heaven in his eyes!

All the girls wonder in surprise about the joy they can see in my eyes! They ask me, they envy me the happiness I feel! Huh, I could laugh at them for they are blind!!! They could not see behind those eyes!

William Shakespeare:

I have a journey, sir , shortly to go-
My master calls me, I must not say no.
The weight of this sad time we must obey-
Speak what we feel, not what we ought to say.
The oldest hath borne most: we that are young
Shall never see so much, nor live so long.

Someone wrote:

Time is the enemy of love,
The thief that shortens,
All our golden hours.
I have never understood them
Why lovers count their happiness
In days and nights and years
While our love can only be measured
In our joys and sighs and tears.

A restless soul that is who I am,
Searching the world for a home to call my own.
With a smile that is how it began,
The love of a lifetime,
That's what I thought!!

It did not last,
How could it in a world full of lies!
The skies has suddenly turned dark,
It cried in rain and I cried in tears,
For a love I have lost again,
For a happiness I can never reach!

TO THE ONE I LOVE

I love you today more than I ever did before!
Sharing my life with you means the world to me,
And without it,
Life won't have any meaning to me anymore!

I know sometimes it is hard for you to express your feelings,
and God how it hurts me so!!!

One word from your lips can make my day,
And another can bring me to the edge of depression.

I guess sometimes you don't know how much you can affect my mood!

Can you please pay more attention to me...to my needs....to my feelings?!!!

Not everything in life can be added, subtracted or multiplied! Not everything in life should be accounting and management. You have to learn to let go of your feelings! To scream, shout, hate, touch, caress......and most importantly ....love!!

I need your love,
I crave your love,
I love your love!..... Love me I am begging you please!

THE SEVEN YEARS

Seven years have passed by, and why do I have the feeling that I don't know you? Seven years have gone by so very quickly! How many more will before I could honestly say that I truly know you??

I wondered why my gifts never meant much to you! Somewhere else, something else from someone else was waiting for you. In a way, they are more important. You kept them quite close, you looked at them so often to remind you of their source!

You promised, you promised and you promised! But, love, can't you see that every thing has changed!

Not even in my sleep do I finally find the peace that I crave! Nothing seems important any more!

Walk away and leave! Let me be with my pain; the loneliness I am feeling and the hurt that won't go away.

If you can't help me regain my trust in you, then who can??

Goodbye to all the pain,
goodbye to all the hurt,
goodbye to all the hope,
goodbye to all the love,
goodbye to trying,
and goodbye to you!

Just like you broke the glass, you broke my heart. The glass was repaired, but my heart wasn't!

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