"Flower"

Father … do you remember that day
When you told me about the most beautiful flower in the world
How it is hard to find
Even if our eyes are wide open
And our hearts are working with them too
I found that flower father
Yes I did…
It was my first flower father
I was attracted to her colors and fragrance
The fragrance of her made me drunk
Strange feeling inside me
Made me fly in the sky
Swim in the seven seas of happiness
For me it was just like a dream
No one dares to wake me from my fantasy
Everyday I smile to her with tears in my eyes
Fearing that I'm going to lose her one day
But you know what father
It turned out that she has thorns
I got hurt and my heart was the first to bleed
First time I know those beautiful things can hurt us so much
With pain digging deep inside us
Father I feel pain….
Everything around me is painful too
I am dying father…
The flower killed me…
Every breath I take is making me cry…
My eyes are starting to lose their light…
Father last request before I pass away….
Don't put flowers on my grave

 

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