Here is where you can read some of my original poems.  Please, don't take them too seriously.  I don't know where a lot of it comes from, but I do know that you don't have to worry about me.

I Am Happy

This sensation overwhelms my soul, And I don't know what to call it. It's like a feeling of joy, But I don't know why. I guess because I finally realize That I can be my own person Without caring what others think. I can sit by myself in a crowded room And not be sad. I love myself right now, But I don't know why. I am happy because I am me- And no one can change that, Not even me. I am usually depressed, but right now I am filled with this sensation. I am filled with joy. I am happy.

Dreams

Darkness pours out of my soul into the lonely night sky. I'm scared sometimes, but I keep strong. I sit bymyself in a crowded room. My dooms day is set. Only my lonely dreams can make me feel any kind of hopeless hope. The kind I know will never happen, but I keep dreaming them anyway.

A Part of Me

On the Inside

I am selfish. I crave attention, So I am left with the feeling of anxiety,      knowing I will be left unsatisfied.

A part of me is lost- From deep down inside me. I didn't notice it 'till I saw someone elso with it Now, when I need it the most, I can't find it.

Happiness

On the Inside

I lie awake in bed,      tosing and turning           because I am in constant wanting. No one ever givie it to me,      so I wait.

Happiness is what I feel when I am near you. A great joy overwhelms me. I am happy just to      listen to your voice      look at you      be in your presence You are the only happiness I am feeling right now. All I can think of is you. Why can't you feel me the way I feel you? It doesn't matter- Because I love you, anyway.