This Page Is About The Times I Was Visited By Angels
I know some people have seemed surprized of things I recall from such a young age. My own mother was surprized when I told her details of different houses we lived in when I was just about 2 to 4 years old.
I do even recall a time, that was before my birth, when I was being told things by angels, about events in my life, and how I would make it through them, but that I mostly would not have recall, as of the counsel they gave me. These kinds of things also I tell of in my "dreams" link, how God fortold me events in dreams, the night before they happened, so I could be encouraged in faith to know what I needed to know.
When I was still in a crib, maybe less than a year old, my parents wanted time alone and put me in a bedroom in a crib, hoping for some privacy. I, being all alone, kept throwing my bottle at the door and fussing to be with others. Finnally, they took many belts and hooked them together, and strapped me down in the crib so I could not climb out or stand up and fuss.
I was so extreemly angry the room looked red. As I fought to no avail, a team of angels showed up and ministered to me. They taught me to be at peace and to be quiet. Then they ministered to me understanding , and I figured out how to unfasten the belts and be free. The room looked more like a light blue light when the angels ministered.
When I was about 5 to 7 years old, based on the house we lived in, from the school grades I was in; That's how I know aproxamatly the age; I was confronted by my mom about God. This bothered me a whole lot, because my parents told me the Easter Bunny and the Tooth Fairy and Santa Claus were real, and my older brother proved to me they weren't. So I went upstairs into the bathroom, sat on the toilet, and began talking straight to God, saying "If you are real, Prove yourself to me" I couldn't let this go; This thing about God seemed way to serious to be another fairy tale. I didnt hear any answer; I said in an angered way "Either prove yourself to me now, or forget it forever!" Then as I waited, I get a sence somthing was informing me not to be that way, and to give God time. So I agreed to give God time, to have a chance to prove to me he was real; left it at that and went on with my life.
Over the next couple weeks, I would wake up in the middle of the night in a horible pain in my back, and was unable to speak or move. I would lay there in anguish of pain, that felt like a giant cork screw knife was jabbed into my back and clamped onto my spine. My mother asked me a few days latter, who was biting me on my back, because I had bite marks on my back. But no person was biting me, I was getting attacked by an evil spirit.
Finnally, one night, while I awoke in this paralizing terrible pain, I managed to begin to move a leg, and got one foot on the floor. I made it into my parents bedroom and tried very hard to wake them. My older sister said she remembers hearing me try to wake them, and our mom was a very light sleeper. There was a power preventing them from waking up, but I was in severe agony and needed help, so I sat down in a big black leather barber chair they had next to their bed, looked up towards where I figured God was, and said from my heart, "You are my only hope for help" Immediately , simultaneously several things happened! I looked and saw a perfect reflection in a large mirror, the visage of beautiful glorious angels drifting by with shining beauty and musical instruments; I could hear the wonderful music, I could feel a tremendous rush of an overwhelming presence of Gods power surge my body that felt better than any earthly experience could compare; All that at the same time, and all the pain was Gone! Then, my mom wakes up and says "what are you doing in here" I said " Look at the Angels !" she said there are no angels, go back to bed. And I forgot all about it for about ten years, till one night with a couple friends, while we sat around drinking Jack Daniels and smoking Black Watch cigars; Somehow we got on the subject of angels, and I remembered this for the first time in ten years. It came back to me with such vividness, that tears of joy and release streamed down my face. I dont think I remembered it again until after I totally surrendered to follow Jesus.
Around the same age as when the Angels and Gods Glory delivered me from that pain, which was an answer to my prayer for Him to prove to me He was real; In that same house, one night my three sisters were telling my mom that they were watching angels out the back window. My mom was trying to get them to go to bed. I heard what they were saying and came in their bedroom to look out and see. I was looking up in the sky, but only saw the moon. "I dont see anything", then one of my sisters said, "look in the direction the dogs were looking" because both our Collies were looking up wagging their tails and barking at the angels up in the sky over our backyard. When I realized that the dogs could see them, then I found the right dirrection, and sure enough, there they were, a group of beautiful angels right out there over our backyard. but my mom couldn't see anything. Even though, near the end of her life, fighting cancer, Jesus manifested to her, and comforted her.
After I was totally dedicated to follow Jesus; One day I stopped into a cafe to eat lunch. I used to go in there and drink loads of beer years before. As I sat there about to eat my food, I thought to give thanks, but felt kind of uncomfortable, because I didnt want people in there to judge me as a weirdo. So, I just sat there making as if I were looking out the window while I thought a prayer of thanks in my mind. I wasn't realizing that in actuality, I was being ashamed of my relationship with God, by doing that.
After I left that place, while driving down the road, I pick up a hitch hiker. Not long after he got in, he said "I'm not claiming to be a christian , but if I were, I wouldn't be ashamed to pray in the public" . I sat in astonishment, because there was no way in the world anybody knew what I was going through in that restaurant.
Then , we hadn't even gone but a few seconds further down the road, and this guy says "I'll get out right here". I stop the car, and he gets out; I'm still in a stunned condition; As soon as he got out, I looked, and he was no where to be seen. There was nothing anywhere around for him to hide behind; vanished! I realized God sent me a messenger ;And angels are not christians; To straighten me out, not to feel or think like I did.
Another time after that, I was troubled about different doctrines of What God was. After talking with a Pastor from a Unity, Jesus only church; I didnt know where to worship, being very confused. During the next couple weeks, while driving my delivery job, I'd get recall of the verses of that unity doctrine, and I could tell there was special words in those verses to look up in their original language, so I'd underline those words.
Then one evening, I sat in the lobby at work, after everyone had gone home, just my dog and I and the Lord. I was set in my heart to do a bible study that night. Then two friends of mine who both went to the Spirit filled Baptist church I went to, and the to the Unity doctrine church, where I spoke with the Pastor about their beliefs; These two guys come to the office trying very hard to get me to give them a lift to church that night. They were very persistant in trying to get me to take them, but I knew very strongly inside I was suposed to stay; So I told them, If you leave now you can walk there in time.
Now that they were gone, and I thought I was going to do a study on hell fire; I bow my head with hands together praying for the Holy Ghost to lead and guide me in the word as I studied. As soon as I raised my head; Right in front of me, behind the reception desk, was a big Angel looking right into me. This creature had Joy beaming from its face like brightness of great light. It just sat there beaming this tremendous powerful Joy all over me from the presence of its face. I glanced over, down at my dog by the office glass door, and saw she was staring straight at the Angel, then quickly I turn back to look at the Angel, and saw it no more; But my body pulsated with vibrancy of life all through me; And then I knew, I was suposed to look up those words I had underlined about the verses the Unity doctrine held to. With this strong anointing that was put upon me by the Joy of that Angel, I went through all those words, finding that each word, in their correct meaning of its original language actually was nothing at all like Unity wants to say; The Unity people say Jesus is the Father; The correct understandings reveal that God is more like Trinity.
I had come to a place before all this, saying :Lord, it doesn't matter to me if you are what the trinity say or what the unity say, I just need to know what you are. That's how I found out. You can read about the meanings in my link button called "Trinity".
It is writen of the anointing in 1st John 2:27"the same anointing teacheth you" You see, the Joy that beamed at me was the anointing teaching me, and needed no words like we think of in communication. Now; that angel who beamed great joy at me, teaching me, was not just an angel: It was Jesus! I saw Jesus! Not only did He speak to me out of the heavens when I came back from the outer darkness; I have seen the ressurected Lord Jesus!
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