Bordum has overruned my body - 7.14.03
Today was one of the longest days ever! I didnt sleep, I just went straight to the Train Station with my mom to pick up my god-mother, Sherly. She didnt change since the last time i saw her 3 years ago. I couldnt even do anything. I was just so bored all day. I sat around.. Eash.
But when I got home, I got on my computer to see Kaze on. It made me smile! It makes me so happy to hear or see him say "I love you so much". Muwahaha. My mother was telling me today "Oh your not in love." Shasss!! She hasnt seen me with KAze yet. Theres no such happiness that has over commed me in my life... Except with Stitch, I was happy with Stitch for a while but it DID fade. And my love grew for Kaze.
So what is with me? WHy am I so happy? I guess its because Im going ignorant. I like it. Ignorance is bliss. Hmm... Let think now.. Who are my friends... Kaze, Ny, Lizz(sometimes), Maticus and erm... MYSELF! yeah... At least it grew alot.
I do in fact need to appoligize to Huy, because I seem like I dont care, but I do. But im not going to let it affect my happiness. Its weird, now at night time, my nightmare dreams have become so great. They are now dreams of me with the peopel that make me happiest.
I only met Maticus in person twice but I feel like hes a good friend. Hes a great person to talk to. Plus hes haveing problems of his own, and he talks to me quite a bit. Ill think Ill keep em as a friend! I need more of those.
Lizz hasnt bothered me as much lately. Except when she leaves me for Stephen. Makes me sad. Ny has become my friend because I figures that Ialready trust everything she says. She is like my best friend! Im so glad Im figureing myself out.
Iv already promised myself I wont talk to much in school. Just to the people I care about. And thats like...10 people. So yeah. This year is going to suck. Ill just have to make good grades and wait till after school to see the other people I care about.
I am very tired... Figures, no? I dont know how I am going to get to Ten Buck Tuesday tomorrow. Herm... Anyways, as you can tell, lately I just got obbsessed with Johnny Depp. Yeah, I thought itd be only a Captain Jack Sparrow thing. But than I read up on him, and now Im like obbsessed. I already have over 100 pictures of him on my cpu (if I had a hundred pics of you Kaze It'd make me happy (: ) So yeah... Heheh
Mom promised me that I can get the Captain Jack Sparrow T-Shirt! You know Im going to wear it every DAY! Hahaha... You know, its weird, my feelings for Kaze just keep growning, specialy now that I am finally with him. Eash, I think about him alot...
Hmm... I think my site got really pretty. Especialy the banner Ny made me! Oh and the picture at the top is a picture Ny made *duh*. Isnt it great! Angelina Jolie is indeed gorgeous, but im much more for my Depp. Me and my newspaper cut outs! I must get every Johnny Depp product. Muwhahaha!!!!
Anyways, my computer is retarded. Im doing the quiz thingy and Ill poste it on the bottom... So yeah... Bai!
You make me so happy, Kaze!
1. LAST MOVIE YOU SAW IN A THEATER? Pirates of the Caribbean
2. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? I hate reading
3. FAVORITE BOARD GAME? Risk
4. FAVORITE MAGAZINE? I hate READING
5. FAVORITE SMELLS? Cinnoman
6. COMFORT FOODS? Ice Cream!
7. FAVORITE SOUND? Dir en Grey
8. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD? Being away from Kaze
9. FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? "Damnit! I canr even pass Max300 in my DREAMS!"
10. FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE? KFC, yo!
11. FUTURE CHILD'S NAME? Damion
12. FINISH THIS STATEMENT. IF I HAD A LOT OF MONEY I WOULD...Buy every Johnny Depp item!
13. DO YOU DRIVE FAST? Lets think... 94' Supra... YEAH!
14. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL? ...A blue alian Stitch plushy
15. STORMS-COOL OR SCARY? Both =)
16. WHAT IS YOUR DREAM CAR? 94' Supra
17. FAVORITE DRINK? At the moment its a mocha freezer.
18. FINISH THIS STATEMENT, "IF I HAD THE TIME, I WOULD LOVE TO: Be with Kaze every wakeing moment
19. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI? I hate broccoli!
20. IF YOU COULD DYE YOUR HAIR ANY COLOR, WHAT WOULD YOU? Id redye my hair back to black with blonde bangs...
21. HOW MANY DIFFERENT CITIES/TOWNS HAVE YOU LIVED IN? Um.. about 4
22. GLASS HALF EMPTY OR FULL? Half empty
23. FAVORITE SPORT TO WATCH? Sumo Wrestling
24. WHAT IS UNDER YOUR BED? Everything
25. MORNING PERSON, OR NIGHT OWL? Night owl
26. OVER EASY? Sometimes
27. FAVORITE PLACE TO RELAX? Either watching POTC, in Kaze's arms or sleeping in my bed.
28. FAVORITE PIE? Peanut butter swiss!
29. OF ALL THE PEOPLE YOU E-MAILED THIS TO, WHO'S MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? Im not EMAILING, but Ny will poste it
30. LEAST LIKELY? Your mom
31. WHAT ITEM DO YOU CARRY WITH YOU MOST OF THE TIME? My key!
32. FAVORITE BAND? Dir en Grey
33. FAVORITE PAIR OF SHOES? My Sketchers that fell apart.
34. FAVORITE FOREIGN FILM? Anime... or Shalin Soccor
35. FAVORITE SAYING? Che...
36. LIPSTICK? ew
37. THE BEACH OR THE MOUNTAINS? Mountains, I hate getting sand in my crotch!
38. WHAT ARE YOU THE MOST PROUD OF? Kaze!
39. DOG OR CAT PERSON? Dog... Im so sick of cats... *looks around house*
40. WHERE WOULD YOU GO ON YOUR ULTIMATE VACATION? Japan, DUH
41. IF YOU WON THE LOTTO WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH THE MONEY? Probebly buy alot of Johnny Depp stuff, A DDR machine or 6, every bemani machine. A few machines for Kaze. And Id bye Kaze off his parents!
42. DO YOU BELIEVE IN THE LORD? Nope!
43. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE 'OLD SHOW' ? I hate TV...
44. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE ACTOR/ACTRESS? Johnny Depp
45. WHAT'S YOUR HIDDEN TALENT? I can.. uh.. touch my tungue to my nose?
46. WHAT WOULD YOU RATHER DO ONLINE, CHAT OR SHOP? Chat
47. ARE YOU AN INNIE OR AN OUTTIE? Innie
48. FAVORITE SONG? Yokan - Dir en Grey
49. What do you treasure most about a person? Everything about Kaze...
Song of the day: N.E.R.D. - Rock Star
Mood: Tired
Seen Pirates of the Caribbean: 3 times
Much Love,
Shane-Dono