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Gah!! Help me! Im baby sitting. I know it dosnt SOUND bad. But Iv been spending the night at my cousins house for them, while they are all out partying. I have to take care of a 4 year old girl, and a 1 year old boy. Im so stressed out. Right now they are being good though. Last night was.... HORRIBLE.
Yeah, they left last night after dropping Kaze off at the mall. So yeah. I got to their house and they left. I got punched in the eye by Madison (the 4 year old). I have a black eye now. Haha. So i baby sat. Watched some movies. They fell asleep at 2ish. YEAH 2 AM! Then their mom came back with her friends... DRUNK! Yeah. It was funny but scary at the same time. SO i stayed awake. It was crazy. They were soooo drunk. I kinda laughed it off and tried to act normal. Me Katie and Jon all stayed up and talked about my dad... I learned something new. My dad is a gambleing FREAK. Always caught at a casino. He dosnt fucking go to church. I hate him. ANyways. So yeah. Now its morning. It was 9 when I woke up. Fell asleep at 6 last night... Yeah suxors to be me. I woke up, Cami changed Braydons dyper. Lucky me. So they left. And now Im alone with the kids.... Madison has been alot of help though. With Braydon that is. She has her brat moments, but she really tells me "Braydon wants a boddel, I think Braydon wet himself". SO yeah. I want a hug right now so baddly. I feel alone. Its weird. i still feel bad, Huy. Iv been thinking about it constantly. I feel bad because I truley love Kaze. And I feel like its a sin. Im so sorry still. I will be happy to be good frineds with you. I cant write much longer. The kids are playing in the bedroom. Im only getting payed 50 bucks, But I really need this money. I do want to complain a little though. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH TENCHI. Hes so fresh. He is so rude to me. I dont get what his problem is. Ugh... It made me sad to think my "Best Friend" can do this to me. Guess that proves what kind of friend he is... Ugh... Crying noises... Ill upload a picture when I get back to my house. Or I can use Cami's scanner and scan the picture of Jared and Kaze~! I gotta get offline now... No one is on anyways. If i get on again tonight, Ill write again... Gah... HAHA Oh yeah, Kaze is FUNNY in the morning. I called him at like 10 and Im like "Good MORNING Sunshine!!!" ANd hes like "Arrrrggg..." And im like "Wakey Wakey" and hes like "Call back in 2 hours!" It was great. He sounded so... dead SHoot Me, Shane |