i was ready to give this girl my heart and soul. and now she's tossed it aside because she 'loves' kaze, a 14 year old kid that she adores for his DDR skills. jesus christ. i hope you're happy together. have your puppy dog love. this 'nice guy' is still waiting here, for a real relationship. because love is something you don't toy with. because i don't believe in having flings and loving someone just for the fun of it. but you know what? what can be done about all this? absolutely nothing. so forget about me, leave me here to stew in my sadness. leave me here until i've moved on. this is what i get for being stupid, not listening to my friends or my conscience. i know i don't deserve this shit. i know for myself and i know from all these all these people that feel sorry for me. just leave me here to take the time to let this all heal. nothing else but time is going to make things better. i'll probably feel a lot better about this really soon....but until then, this is life. nothing but ups and downs. that's just the way it goes. see you guys later. -huy
My weak side came out, aka tears. *sniff*, Shane |