... - 7/04/03

I finally got to go home! I was so happy to be going home. Huy took me hom. Then we sat in his care in the parking lot and talked things over. It wasnt a pleasent site. I was actully tortured at the moment, from not sleeping. ANd he was basicly saying the same thing over and over. So I just said "Get over it!" I was trying to be nice most of the time. But for some reason I wanted to just YELL at him.
So yeah, later on I ended up leaving and going into my house, and going to sleep. My mother wnent outside and talked to him. Then about 4 hours later my mom handed me a note. It was from Huy saying how he was feeling better and all. Im kinda aggitated at everything. WHy is he takeing this all weirdly?
I got to go to malibu with Mike, Alia and Kaze today. I like Mike and Alia alot. They are sooo cool. I hope to hang out with them a little bit. They sound like a couple Id like to chill with. I got to talk to Kaze about what Huy said in the parking lot. And it made me feel alot better. Wow... I really love him. Kaze is so wonderfull.
My mother was talking to me today, and she was telling me how I dont take relationships seriously. I dont understand... Well if I never took a relationship seriously, I really want to take Kaze's and mine seriously. I dont wanna loose him, Iv worked to hard and waited to long to be with him.
I got to cuddle Kaze today. I felt so happy to be with him. I dreamt of stuff like that to happen. Humm... Babys... I had to change the grosses diaper. It litterly exploded. I mean, the poo was all over his BACK. How the HELL did it get on his back. So I cleaned up.
So now Im have a few project Im working on. I have to work on my EMI (DDR) Cosplay outfit tomorrow. Im going to cut my hair and dye it blue. Ill poste pictures of it when Im done! Im sure it'll look great. Also I have to work on my Intergalactic Space Monkeys outfit... Wow... Its going to be difficult. Ugh... And I have to work on the freestyle with Kaze... Ill be doing that Tuesday.
Much to do. I am still very tired. But im going to end up spending all my money now, saddly. I need money for Metrocon itself and Melbourne itself. UGH! So much money needed. I hate this crap. Money is so gay. You know what I miss? I MISS JARED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Herm... I wanna be better at DDR. i think me and kaze are going to do good in freestyleing. As You notice, I have nothing to say. Im so fucking bored... Oh well...

Song of the day: Rythem and Police (K.O.G. G3 Mix)
Mood: In love <3 *winks at Kaze*
Thought: God, what dose it take to get horny these days T_T....


Rhythm and Police

Run now quickly doin' my thing
We're on the case, we like the man for the behaviour
What you doing over there,
Come on let's do this, rip the air

You'll all feel this latest groove
And then just don't know what to do
Hey bro, what you got in your hand?
Man that's amazin', put it away it's gonna
Go bang, blow my brains, HA
I'm gonna soak 'em in pain
With the S.D.X

So...
Let's leave a little bit of change
The tramps can fear us
Stay boarded up in their special caves
Just how far are they gonna stay sane
Cut the drugs, uh!


*sighs*,
Shane


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