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Ugh, I just read Huy's newest entry... I wasnt to happy. Ill get over it. I guess its better that he is mad at me. But he did go a little far with saying my little "puppy dog" love bullshit. Well if im in puppy dog love, I want to be in puppy dog love forever. And he said something about me not be AFFECTED by everything. The reason I didnt cry (And lizz and everyone knows this) Is because the fact that i have trouble CRYING, specialy in front of people.
Ever since I was a little kid, and say me and my friend both got hit in the head, Id be the one NOT crying because I think crying is a weakness. Fuck me for thinking that, but I cant help it. Huy keep being mad at me, its best for the two of us... Im sorry that I am in love with someone that is happy with his "DDR and games". It may seem like thats all he can do. But he can do much more, like KEEP me happy. Its better for us, not to talk to eachother. I wouldnt mind being your friend in the future, but I lost trust in you as well. Im going to keep on with my "Puppy love" At least Im not going to lye to myself. I LOVE KAZE. I am right now one of the happiest people ever and Im not going to let you OR your words bother me. Im still going to keep up with your diary, WHY you ask? Because im stupid enough to care... Che... Im so mad right now. Even Jamis questioned my friend skills. Ill poste that later. But yeah Jamis got on my case. It kinda made me mad. For a while he was being a dick head. And Finally I said "Thats it, wtf is wrong with you?!" ANd we talked about it. He was yelling at me, and I was yelling back. But things got solved. I feel so stressed out. Earlier today I was SO happy. I was with Lizz and Zell. We just hung out and played DDR. I FINALLY passed Paranoia Rebirth! And I got passed the stupid part on Rhythm and Police that I couldnt do. But now its for the rest of the song. Well, me and Tenchi are talking again! Im so happy~! I dont know why. I just luv to hang out with Tenchi. He keeps me in the real world at some points. Tenchi and I hugged and talked about our problems and out missunderstanding. He even played a game of DDR with me! I will be getting better at DDR... You watch me... But this is my anger for the day, I might write later tonight if things settle... Oh, and all this week, Im babysitting my grandma from 11:00am to 5:30pm. SO Ill be unable to hang out. I will be going to 10 buck Tuesday like normal though. Me and kaze have work to do T_T! Anyways, ttfn! Song of the day: Fastball - The Way Mood: Angry/Sad/In love Though: I hafta go potty... *pfft*, Shane |