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Right now.. Im on the urge of HATEING Lizz. She has REALLY fucking pissed me off. Today FUCKING sucked. I pick up Jenn, Lizz and Ny and we all went to Malibu. Lizz is like "Oh yeah we are gunna have afun time, Im going to spend the night and it'll be me you and Ny." And so on. SOOOOOO... Yeah, we went to Malbiu, all in a AWSOME good mood etc etc etc... And well, Then I called a team meeting, and SpongeBob, Kaze, Lizz, Joe, Me, and NY were the only ones there... HERM!!!! Seems like... 12.....6..Half way... ANywho. Lizz is like ""God this is a waste of time." "This team is going no where." And of cource Spongebob, that dick head, was like "Our team is going no where. Im going to remake Team Desire. And Im a gay fag. I want to fuck Kaze. God damn, I am so sexy gay man. FUCK ME!!!!" Of cource I addedd some stuff in that, but I think he would say that. So yeah, My team is going down a FUCK hole. (Ny likes fuck holes). But, NY IS GOING TO HELP ME. And I ganked a new buddy, MARCUS, who will help me. Then I finally got uber pissed, then I decided to leave. SO I took Kaze's cell, called home. My dad said hed come, etc. I took it in consideration to be nice, because Lizz was happy at Malbiu. I asked Zell If he would take her home so she could stay. I know she was happy there with the STEVEN guy. SO yeah. He said sure and so on. Then me and Ny and Jenn got picked up and dropped off. We did absolutly nothing. Then Lizz signs online. And shes like "Hey Shane, I cant come over, I feel like being alone and all I want to do is sit online and chat with Steven." So yeah! THAT PISSED ME OFF. I had NY over and she came from fucking thenoto fucking hicksville. SO she should have thought more. She picked her fucking "crush" over her friends. FUCKING BULL! She says She loves me?!?!?! What the fuck is that bull shit. So yeah. Me and Ny walk over to her house. And She yells at me, makeing no fucking since. Shes like "You try to kick Spongebob off the team just becasue YOU dont like him" And Im like EVERYONE HATES HIM! They all beg me to kick him off, YOU even asked me to kick him off. WHo besides you likes him???" And she says "I dont like Spongebob" So what the fuck?? Is she TRYING to contradict herself? Wow, bashing is fun. ANyways. SO yeah, we walked back and me and Ny had some cool PBJ grilled sandwich, and I got to talk to my Daddy on the telli! SO yeah, that was my day. And for all of you people that know Im pissed this is the reason. Lizz: read the above... Kaze: I dunno, I guess its that you didnt take me seriously... Spongebob: Your a dick head Jared: I MISS CHATTING!! FIX YOUR FUCKIN COMP! Zell: Ugh... WHy??? Everyone at Malibu today: (IM Between me and DDRKevin) XxVincilagniaxX: No I mean XxVincilagniaxX: All these people XxVincilagniaxX: Show up every other Friday XxVincilagniaxX: And they dress in black say "TEEHEE Im a little goth emo girl" XxVincilagniaxX: Teehee XxVincilagniaxX: Bull shit DDRKevin: this kid is so uncordinated though lol XxVincilagniaxX: Then they screem and DDRKevin: rofl XxVincilagniaxX: grrr XxVincilagniaxX: Like iwas doing .59 (I full combo it, i just have like 60 greats an Im trying to get it down) ANd All i here is "OMG!!!!! Your HERE!!! I havnt seen you since.. YESTERDAY AHHHHHHHHHHHH" XxVincilagniaxX: lol XxVincilagniaxX: Like when a new looser person comes XxVincilagniaxX: They all run to the door and goo "TEEEHEEEEEEEEEEEEE" XxVincilagniaxX: I hate malibu Stitch: May I just say that I cant stand the people you hang around, or maybe its that I dont feel like I ever mattered... Herm.... *thinks* Yeah so those are my major complaints. Heres my song of the week... Mudvayne's Not Falling Always, known in, all my time, A little left of center now Reflect as I realize, That all I need is to find the middle pillar path to sit like the sun by a star in the sky and just be. Sinners, casting stones at me I... I stand, not crawling, not falling down I... I bleed the demons that drag me down I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (the center), not falling down (of calms within the eye) I... I'll bleed, (for no one), The demons, (but myself), that pull me down (for me and no one else) Goodbye, sunshine, I've put it out again, sad I'm over, personalities, conflicting, I don't need you, or anyone, but me, I'll just be, living my own life I feel my glowing center grow, infecting I feel alive Shovel dirt over lime, plant it in myself to sit like a seed under covers of earth and just be Sinners, pointing fingers at me I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (by myself), not falling down I... I bleed, (for no one), the demons, (but myself), that drag me down I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (the center), not falling down (of calms within the eye) I... I'll bleed, (for no one), the demons, (but myself), that pull me down (for me and no one else) Come play kill Refuse my body, refuse my shadow Stond cold will Refuse to lead this, refuse to follow Bitter pills Refuse to feed this, refuse to swallow I'm fueled godless Come play, come play KILL Just be, just be I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (by myself), not falling down I... I bleed, (for no one), the demons, (but myself), that drag me down I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (the center), not falling down (of calms within the eye) I... I'll bleed, (for no one), the demons, (but myself), that drag me down (for me and no one else) Fuck you all, Shane |