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Gah! I know I dont have the worst life in the world... But hey, Im still aloud to complain. Yeah, so Iv ben sitting here crying for a few minutes. Oh well. Im getting over it.
Well even though it dosnt look like it from my past few entrys, I am shaken about my fight with Lizz. So yeah, thats one thing. ANother thing is the main thing. My family is so fucking poor. I mean, I sat here, defrosted a fucking hamburger bun, and made a fucking peanut butter and jelly sandwich out of it. This is bull shit. Last week, my GRANDMA M (the weird one) bought our grocerys because she new we couldnt handdle it. WTF?! My mom is a florist, they only get REAL business prolly 4 times a year. And on top of that, shes only and assistant. My fucking FATHER has no fucking job. And when he looks for on, its at like, the donut place, or 7-11. I mean, my father has been to college and shit. Yeah, My family SUCKS. My dad is all to "Pridefull" to take money from my grandparents. I am seriously considering moveing in with my grandparents. These hamburger pbj's suck. I really miss Tenchi. And I wanna snuggle Kaze. I dont wanna come home for a while... I think Ima see if I can spend the night at Lizz's or something. Anyways, I guess I should change to good news. I met a new buddy, his name is Markus. He is so fucking cool. Like this Fridays he is takeing me Lizz, Jamis, his girlfriend his girlfirneds friend all to Tourn It Up 3 (A big DDR Tournament). I finally get to watch! And sometime I will get to play in one. I have much more sad/bad news. But something that helped trigger my anger was that I had a scary dream. It scared the SHIT out of me. I woke up all scared, and the thing was its not THAT scary. Well first you must know, oddly, Tenchi's little brother was my brother (Tenchis bro is a black kid.. whoa.. thats kinda funky) My little sister was Ny's middle sister, and my other sister was Lizz. (as you can tell this was a really weird dream). Also, Huy was there, and a whole bunch of people from school that I hate. Anyways, so I am sitting there.. well... Standing there on the cerb. My sisters were hanging outside as well, and Huy was chilling talking to Lizz or something. Anyways, so I here a loud ass "BOOM" And Im like "Whoa, where did that come from." Soon my little brother (Tenchi's lil bro) Runs up to me and points at a bus. "Take a bus and go to Spring Hill!" (I have no clue what this has to do with Spring Hill.. Iv never even been there before). So Im like "WTF!?" I here loud laughs, along with loud screems and a loud like engine. I grabbed my sisters and told them to go in the door way of our house. My little brother ran off, and my sisters did what they were told. (We had a huge brown house with like a little cave way to the door). So we went in, My youngest sister (Nys sis) sat as close as she could to the cave exit to see what was going on. Huy sat in the left corner, and I snuggled Lizz in the other. I was like "Get back over here!" To my youngest sister. But she ignored me. Then I herd louder noices and loud crashs. And the engines got closer. My litte sis screamed and was like "GO IN THE HOUSE!" And I wa slike "We cant its LOCKED!" SO she comes in deeper in the cave thing, and hugs her knees against the wall next to me and Lizz. At that moment I see A huge truck (you know the electrical kind with the tall tower that has a box on the top that people stand in) ANd A whole bunch of people running and screaming (People I hate from school) and In the little box, the people wre throwing bombs at he people running. They stopped and tried to get it in my little cave, but they had gone to far. So all these people runing blew up, and me my sisters and Huy lives, and I didnt know where my brother was. Then I woke up So yeah... I have no current music moods, Im in a shitty mood and I really gotta get outa this house... Ugh... Well anyways, Me and Ny had fun when she spent the night. We hung out and hand sgetti, and stuff, and on the 19th was me and Huys 1 month being together aneversary! UBER FUN! He took me to dinner, and to a movie, and we got to play DDR! w00t! If I havnt said anything in my previous entrys about it. I LOVE YOU HUY!!!! *sniffle*, Shanie |