Jebus - 6/21/03

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!



YOU WONT BELIVE THIS SHIT! Its so fucking funny... OMG! Im a shity friend *goes into chaotic laughter* Check this

BWAHA!! This is so fucking funny. Shane ALMOST hates me.. I only got to mess up one more time, do I not rock? After trying so very hard to please her, which it's not easy, she (almost)hates me because I wanted to be alone last night. She gets like that sometimes, well, most of the time there is some excuse why she can't spend the night over here so i don't feel to bad. I've taken enough of this, she doesn't treat me right. I'm here to server her. I do love her, but I don't think I can take this anymore. I really don't. She makes me cry she makes me feel bad and all, it seems, she really cares about would be Huy and herself. She does't treat some of her friends right, well it seems like the most of us. I just don't think she understands what she is doing. I wish she would just listen for once. I want to talk to her, not about anything stupid, but how I feel.. but she just won't listen. Her life is to hard, just like the rest of ours. We are teens.. it's not going to be easy! Bwhaha.. I can't take it anymore.. I want out. Voltaire shall lead me.. his music is so beautiful, I love it.
Zero


You cant love that. Well first off, About the whole thing about me being a shitty fucking friend. FUCK THAT SHIT! I just busted my ass helping Chedder. Hes been stranded here in Tampa and Iv been helping him find a place etc. And about being alone, lizz (Since I know your reading this). FUCK YOU! You wanted to stay online and chat with the "Stev" guy. Check this.. ha... http://www.oocities.org/cypher_antics2/ No offence to Stev, but you dont know THE REAL LIZZ. So I laugh at you. And I laugh at Lizz. Because when this one figures you out, your gunna be "Ohh Shane Hates me" And in Your journal about not wanting a pitty party, I laugh at you again. I took you off block. I dont care If you ever write me. I should have started to ignoreing you a long time ago. And I dont care just about ME AND HUY. It wasnt me that told Zell to take you home, nope. Because Im a bad friend. I wouldnt let you stay with your "Stephen".
Im not saying I hate you. Im just MAD. You had NO RIGHT to say those things.And about me with my wanting time to be alone. I DONT GO ONLINE. I usualy go straight to bed. Stop lieing. And I do Love you, as a friend, nothing more. But I do infact love you or else I would have given up on you by now.
Anyways, on other accounts, my parents are like "Get a Job". WTF!? MY OWN DAD DOSNT HAVE ONE! WHY SHOULD I!? God, people these days. And for some reason Im depressed, cant figure out why... Herm.. .Anywho, I addedd/am adding Huys Journal Link. I also added the Lyrics of my favorite song on the front where it says CLICK THIS FOOLS! So yeah...

Song of the day: Final Fantasy ROBOvoice
Anger: Lizz
Happiness: I finally got Cheddar home
Neutral: AIM (It pisses me off)

With Love,
Shane


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