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Things happen so oddly. Now that Tenchi quit the team because something stupid. And ontop of that he hates me now... Oh well, it happens to me all the time. I hate shit. I hate life itself. Gawd, why do these things have to happen. Fuck Tenchi, Fuck Lizz, fuck dad, fuck mom, fuck everyone. Im just going to pay attention to the people that actully DO care about me emotionaly. WHy do I even write. SOmeone told me that even though I cant tell it dose make me feel better. I dont know. I cant find that fucking phone number to call the Phsycologist people. I guess I might have to wait till I can go to the school one again when school gets back. Oddly right now I feel like huggleing a Kaze or a Huy... Well, I guess that isnt to weird, speaking those are the only two people I trust. I kind of trust Scott though. Im not to sure about him yet. I cant stand people. WHy cant everyone cut it out. WHy cant I just not talk anymore. Maybe ill try that. I wont talk unless asked a question.. Ill try that for a while... I really dont have anything to say right now. I feel fucked up.. Im just going to bed... Guh.. I cant sleep... Im going to try... Im just gunna forget about it. I dont really need anyone more then the 2 people I know I can trust. I mean, Where the hell has Tenchi been for me anyways? But right now, I guess I put my life to the peopel that care about me, DDR and anime... Like I used to be. So yeah.. heres my life... Huy Kaze DDR Anime So yeah, thats it... Im done.. Im going to Malibu with Scott, Huy and Kaze tomorrow. And Jamis and Markus are going to be there. Also Spongebob might show... A greta Team Statix opertunity... Then Friday.. Its going to be a long day at Tourn it Up 3... Heh.. Wish me luck.... Ja, Shane |