Oh my GOD! Im... HAPPY!?- 5/26/03

Hey there! I am in a really... interesting mood. Yesterday I went to Skuld's sisters birthday spend the night thingy, and stayed up all night! Watched movies, etc. I mostly hung out with Killua, Skuld and Inyu.
Boy, let me tell you something, I LOVE INYU!!!!! He's like a Undefined dream come true! My parents like him, my sister.. wow... She was talking to me, and she said to me, "Undefined you look so much better... I herd that you have to see a phsycologist... If you need a ride or anything LET ME take you... SO you and Touya broke up? You dont look so cracked up about it." And I said "I fell in love with someone..." And she asked who he was etc. But then she said, "I want to meet him. Bring him here SUNDAY!"
Its great... me and my rival, my sister, now my new friends has actully taken interest in my life. She said she wants me to be in better condition. It makes me the happiest person in the world to know I can have a friendship with my sister, Im in love with the most wonderfull person in the world, and I have the best friend in the world.
Anyways, that was my happiness for now. Now back to my horrible COMPLAINING! God damn you, Killua! Do you ever fucking learn?!?! I am ALWAYS right. Thats why I say, I ALWAYS WARN YOU BUT YOU DONT LISTEN, lol. Thats why I put this WONDERFULL song at the bottom. Just for you, Killua.
Wow.. Not much to complain about. I am extremely happy. I feel sooo much better. I even got like, 11 hours of sleep the other night. OH! Ahahahah! And summer is in 3 days!!! YESSSSS!!! I get to go to JACON! And I get to go to ROCKYS! ANd Meet everyone I always wanted to meet. Im so happy!!!
Aya is great! I get to go to Jacon with him and stay at his Beach house with Touya him and maybe Skuld. I will be sooo happy. Also Killua and most of my DDR Team will be there! Ahahah! *squeeles like a girl*
Anyways... Umm... Yeah... Teehee! Weird stuff... Anyways..

Stuff of the day
Song: West Side Story's I Feel Pretty
Color: Oddly Im seeing purple...
Facial Expression: Some quere grin...
Happiness: Muwhahah Inyu <3!
Drinking: Oddly, sprite.
Thinking about: Noodles.. I dunno why.. meh...
Song about to turn on: GAHAHA! Mustang Sally!

Im done...

Linkin Park's Nobody's Listening

Peep the style and the kids checking for it
The number one question is
How could you ignore it
We drop right back in the cut
Over basement tracks
With raps that got you backing this up like
[Rewind that]
We're just rolling with the rhythm
Rise from the ashes of stylistic division
With these non-stop lyrics of life living
Not to be forgotten
But still unforgiven
But in the meantime there are those who wanna
Talk this and that
So I suppose it gets to a point feelings gotta get hurt
And get dirty with the people spreading the dirt
[It goes]

Try to give you warning
But everyone ignores me
[Told you everything loud and clear]
But nobody's listening
Call to you so clearly
But you don't want to hear me
[Told you everything loud and clear]
But nobody's listening

I got a
Heart full of pain
Head full of stress
Handful of anger
Held in my chest
And everything left is a waste of time
I hate my rhymes
[But hate everyone else's more]
I'm riding on the back of this pressure
Guessing that it's better
I can't keep myself together
Because all of this stress
Gave me something to write on
The pain gave me something
I could set my sights on
You never forget the blood sweat and tears
The uphill struggle over years
The fear and trash talking
And the people it was to
And the people that started it
Just like you

I got a
Heart full of pain
Head full of stress
Handful of anger
Held in my chest
Uphill struggle
Blood, sweat and tears
Nothing to gain
Everything to fear

[Coming at you]


Actully I have to say that, this song goes to ALMOST everyone... :)!

Ja,
Undefined


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