Present 2 - 5/01/03

Gahaha, Im keeping this one short! Hmm... What should I bitch and moan about.. I got it... Ill explain my religion... The one I made up... Well... That I beleive anyways.
Okay as everyone knows you DIE. Well, when you die you come to a disission, you either go to heaven or you go to hell. See, in heaven you get the pure mind. In hell you get lust, greed, envy etc. Things and normal human being desires. So it isnt as easy dissission as you would think it to be.
If you do not decide you come back to Earth or whatever other places there are. Yes, as in reancarnation. I beleive you can get reancarated mulitiple times, for example, telling by my reaccuring dreams, I beleive I have been reancarnated at LEAST 5 times.
Anyways, after you get sent to heaven or hell, you are there turned into a soldier... For the cosmic war. In a far long time, there will be a war against heaven and hell, whoever wins will rule all.
As in all reancarnation i beleive everyone that I know now, I have known before, even if it be a friend or foe. So muwhahah to all you people out there!
So thats my religion basicly... any questions just e-mail me or IM me! Muwhahaah!

Anyways, as I was saying, Im happy now! I figured it out! I AM SO IN LOVE WITH TOUYA! I know we went through some weird times recently. But I had the weirdest dream... My friend Cristi and I were talking about it... Hmm.. It went something like this.


First Im just standing there... In darkness.. All alone, just me (yeah that means I was nakie). I look out and I see a shine, comming straight twords me. I didn't budge. It wa a huge Mallit type thing comming straight at me. I swear i could feel the wind. I didn't even blink. Before the mallet could hit me.. It stoped... right in from of my nose... Then it turned into a gigantic mirror.
In the mirrow... I showed up. I wore tight leather pants, a black shirt and a trench coat and my face was pained white with black tears. For what seemed hours I stood stareing at this image in the mirror, knowing I was completely nakid and that I had no clothing on. So I reached my hand and touch the mirrior and the image did the same... Untill it smiled.
"The three... Watch them..." The imagae turned into shapes and colors that seemed to STILL twist in my mind and all of a sudden it showed Touya playing a video game, Sanosuke dilivering a pizza and Killua playing Dance Dance Revolution. Then when they finnally disapered, the image of me showed up again and said "Be carefull." And it started laughing... Then I woke up...


Cristi said that since I just stood there that I am a brave person and that I am not afraid of death. Which is true... When my death comes, it comes, I wont run. Then she said that the image of myself is what I feel inside of me. Which I was guessing Shylum. And then she said and the three people I saw madder alot to me and that I'll have to protect them or something close to the sort.
Yes, I beleive in dream philosophy. I love Touya, and Sanosuke and Killua (which I havnt known for long.. which is weird) are like my real brothers, and I can trust them with my life! So there you have it... An entry on my weird dream and my religion! WOOHOO! And if your lucky, Ill write some about my reacurring dreams! For now, Ja ne!

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