YAY! - 7/08/03

It seems that TODAY I have FINALLY passed Rythem and Police! CHE! And a few days ago, I had just passed Paranoia Rebirth! Im getting so much better! Im so happy right now. I decided to take Ny's advice and block Huy from my mind, and just live things out! Im so Happy with Kaze right now!
Things have changed for the best. I still keep up with Huy's diary, but just to see how he is. Im no longer mad or anything, but I am just a simple person that wants to be happy. I have my Kaze, Im getting good at DDR. Im all set. Thats all I ask for.
Iv been so tired. Right after babysitting the little brats, I have to baby sit my GRANDMA! haha! I love my Grammy! Tomorrow she is takeing me to a movie and to see the Veggie Tales! I want to take a picture of me with Bob the Tomato! Scoreness!
Kaze is sooooo sweet. Today he was telling me that he loved me and everything. And we cuddled all day, and kissed all day. Hes so great! Im so happy to finally be with him. I should have just stayed broken up with Stitch the first time, and I coulda gotten with him. I care so much about him!
Spongebob is actully a really nice guy when he wants to be. He just has to like you. He can be a really cool guy, Kaze agrees! I hafta say, Kaze can be stupid at times *laughs because hes reading this* But he is a VERY VERY smart guy. I love Kaze to death!
Well, Lizz is finally happy. Hopefully that means she can get 100% over me! Shes got her stev guy, which I am finding to be a pretty cool guy. He got me addicted to Marvel vs Capcom! Jin is soo cool! The weird things happening... haha...
Oddly, for some reason Kaze reminds me of Max. I havnt figured out why... Its driveing me crazy, maybe its his body build. Or maybe his voice... Its driveing me crazy. Kaze... Max... Max.. Kaze... AHHH... I HATE Max. But I LOVE Kaze. Im so stressed but its in a good way.
Right now I am not 100% sure Ill be preforming with Kaze at Melbourne. I really want to... I want to make my entrance a good one! Plus, Im meeting alot of people there. AND! I get to see Jimmy, and Jared, and Vanvan, and Tyty, and Moo and MATICUS! Muwhahaha. Plus I get to be with my Kaze<3 !
Maticus is the dude I met at Tourn it Up 3. Iv been talking to him a while. When I first met him I was like "Oh... inncent like preppy guy...cool" SO I wa talking to him. And then I taked to Kaze, comes to find his a nice guy, BUT he CAN be mean. Anyways. Im only 3 or 4 steps behind him in the DDR world, so I said "You know Maticus... Your MY rival!" And we both laughed about it. So me and him are at it. I swear ill get better than him!
Im so happy with Kaze! Did I say that already..? I was so happy when he'd hold me today! Sometimes Id grab him, and MAKE him hold me. Others hed grab ME and make ME hold him. Gah, I love him. I hope this dosnt end bad.. if it ends. I sooo happy right now. I was bouncen off the walls earlier.
Oh, and at Sponge it Up I get to be a JUDGE!!! For Freestyle! It will be so UBER cool! ^.^! And at METROCON next weekend, I get to hang out with Meggy, and Ara, and PAUL and JARED and MATICUS! Im so happy right now! Im not letting ANY ONE ruin this for me! I cant wait till AFO! Im going to be such a conny now!
Im really tired. Iv been wakeing up so early! And going to bed so late. I havnt even had time to WRITE. So anyways, Ill find more time to write. I LOVE YOU KAZE!

SOng of the day: Marylin Manson - This is the New Shit
Mood: HAPPY N HYPER, and dont forget In love!
Though: RYTHEM AND POLICE!! I DID IT!!!


Marylin Manson - This is the New Shit

Everything's been said before
There's nothing left to say anymore
When it's all the same
You can ask for it by name

Babble, Babble, Bitch, Bitch
Rebel, Rebel, Party, Party
Sex, sex, sex, don't forget the violence
Blah, blah, blah
Got your lovey-dovey sad and lonely
Stick your stupid slogan in
Everybody sing along
Babble, Babble, Bitch, Bitch
Rebel, Rebel, Party, Party
Sex, sex, sex, don't forget the violence
Blah, blah, blah
Got your lovey-dovey sad and lonely
Stick your stupid slogan in
Everybody sing along

Are you motherfuckers ready for the new shit?
Stand up and admit it, tomorrow's never coming
This is the new shit
Stand up and admit it
Do we need it? NO!
Do we want it? YEAH!
This is the new shit
Stand up and admit it

Babble, Babble, Bitch, Bitch
Rebel, Rebel, Party, Party
Sex, sex, sex, don't forget the violence
Blah, blah, blah
Got your lovey-dovey sad and lonely
Stick your stupid slogan in
Everybody sing along
Everything's been said before
There's nothing left to say anymore
When it's all the same
You can ask for it by name

Are you motherfuckers ready for the new shit?
Stand up and admit it, tomorrow's never coming
This is the new shit
Stand up and admit it
Do we need it? NO!
Do we want it? YEAH!
This is the new shit
Stand up and admit it

Now it's you-know-who
I've got the you-know-what
I stick it in the you-know-where
You know why, you don't care
Now it's you-know-who
I've got the you-know-what
I stick it in the you-know-where
You know why, you don't care
Now it's you-know-who
I've got the you-know-what
I stick it in the you-know-where
You know why, you don't care
Now it's you-know-who
I've got the you-know-what
I stick it in the you-know-where
You know why, you don't care

Babble, Babble, Bitch, Bitch
Rebel, Rebel, Party, Party
Sex, sex, sex, don't forget the violence
Blah, blah, blah
Got your lovey-dovey sad and lonely
Stick your stupid slogan in
Everybody sing along

Are you motherfuckers ready for the new shit?
Stand up and admit it, tomorrow's never coming
This is the new shit
Stand up and admit it
Do we need it? NO!
Do we want it? YEAH!
This is the new shit
Stand up and admit it

Let us
We're entertaining you
Let us
We're entertaining you
Let us
We're entertaining you
Let us
We're entertaining you
Let us
We're entertaining you


Yay for cheese,
Shane


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