I Want Something I Can't Have

Your crystal blue eyes
And warm 'V' shaped smile
Used to be so inviting
I felt like we had some form of a romance
A relationship to look forward to
And now you're looking the other way

You say you'll let me know
When you have free time
But I get this strange feeling
The feeling that you never will tell me
Like so many others who've let me down
I'm afraid of being rejected

I was excited for myself
When I finally told you how I felt
I'm back to square one in my life with boys
No relationship and no self-esteem
I'm back to feeling unwanted and unloved
I feel that I can't do anything right
I know that I'll never be the same

what happened to the humble young man that I
longed to get to know?
Nothing is going right for me anymore
Not since I left Mike
Every thing's been going down hill
I feel like there's no hope for me anymore
I have no one to run to now
Even my friends don't seem to help

I just wanna get to know you
I don't want to jump into anything too fast
I wanna be you friend for a while
Just to take some time to find who you are
I'm sorry if I scared you away
Maybe it's my emotions trying to push you out of
my life

I'm sure my dreams don't mean anything
And I don't know why I want you so badly
But I do