Letter To *BAUER*

I've scribbled your name out so many time I don't know where to stop. I can't help myself. I'm writing this hoping one day you'll read it, but it is unlikely. I feel you all around me, no one else is attractive to me anymore. I saw you and your friend on the 'N' train that cold Saturday night on January 31, 2004. I couldn't help but stare. Couldn't help but be in awe. I couldn't help myself. I'm writing this on my flight home to Washington State hoping to one day lock eyes with you again. That maybe one day we will be friends. Bauer, I can only hope to find you somewhere near me someday. I do not even know if that is your name; Bauer. I only saw it on your pack when we were on the train together. It's a shame we were too shy to say anything to one another. I wish there was something I could have said. I wish you would have smiled at me and said, "Hi", it would have been bliss. I feel like throwing this note out the window, because I am sad. I felt a strong connection between us just by looking at you. Bauer, if that is your name, I hope that someday we will reach each other...someday.

Love always,
Khrystina