What Prophet?

What prophet condemns his people?

And calls himself a prophet when he is not?

What disciple can’t see God,

Feel God, hear God?

For the love of God

See me as I am

Accept what I’ve seen

What I’ve felt

What I believe in

Do not be confused at my frustration

Know it, own it, and face it

I’ve found what I believe

I’ve found God in a whole new light

Don’t wonder what I’ve become

Don’t chase after me with your blasphemy

I am young and wild at heart

Let me show you what my life is all about

Labor and rest in Christ

And you will see what I have seen

Fear the Lord

And you will hear what I have heard

The light will shine heavily on you

And you will be blessed

But what prophet only pretends to believe?

Don’t come to me saying you love me

When you don’t

Desperately Wanting

On the surface I’m smiling

But on the inside I’m still crazy about you

Still longing

Still waiting

Waiting on the edge

And quickly beginning to slide off

Quickly beginning to fall in love again

I’m still in love with you

…still not saying anything to you

But still dreaming of you

…still praying for you

Can’t stop thinking of you

Can’t stop hoping for you

Can’t stop waiting for you

It’s depressing

It’s desperately wanting

I’m desperately want you