happy faces, mentos, surprises, love, happiness, snow, summer, morals, honest y, loyalty, trust, talking, that just-brushed feeling on your teeth, cinnamon gum, chai tea, being cozy, chocolate soy milk, diet coke, flowers, hemp stuff, Saturday market, short shorts, tan skin, God, swimming, being lazy, working out, getting things done, all nighters, that smell on your skin after you come in from laying out, campfires, white-water rafting, body surfing, hiking, climbing trees, being outside, hiking in forest area when it's hot out, staying busy, relaxing, otter pops, maui, postcards, pictures, drinking, reunions, beach volleyball, old friends, new friends, fast computers, good music, heart-tapping music, greek food, massages, trip hop, heavy metal, buttrock, the smell of certain guys, getting text messages, the way people's breath smells when they chew spearmint gum, tattoos, getting tattoos, graphic design, anthropology, ethics, cowboys, freshly shaven legs, good movies, Yves Saint Laurent Baby Doll perfume, victoria's secret, bot kristi & katie's creativity, lifting weights, feeling healthy, feeling skinny, buying clothes a size smaller than you thought, dreams, pizza, candles, being all warm in bed with Dandy Warhols or Zero 7 playing on the stereo and rain falling outside, tums, vicatin, jack daniels, goldschlaegar, taco bell, beanies, getting dressed up, compliments, feeling alive, feeling genuine, doing nice things for people, telling people what i really think, giving advice, dancing, running from the cops, adrenaline, driving, ozzfest, voices, people watching, the zoo, washington park, being with someone you trust, being with someone you love, willpower, motivation, determination, shopping when i actually have money, making art, motley crue, dried roses, the way my mom smells, indie things, finding music no one you know has heard, succeeding, seeing others succeed, being hyper, giddiness, generosity, selflessness, thoughtfullness, effort, getting a phone call from someone you really want to talk to, making up with friends after a fight, clean laundry, learning, organizing, showers, baby oil, having someone else put your lotion on you, orgasms, making someone orgasm, the kind of kissing with FEELING behind it where there are sparks and you've never felt so alive, having that every time you kiss the same person, sweatshirts, baggy jeans, t-shirts, tight pants, flip-flops, big platforms, thai food, Godiva ice cream, hydroxycut, just baked-cookies, heavy bass, cars that go boom, big trucks, meatheads, 5% cocky and 95% humble people, laughing so hard you cry, holding hands, seeing the numbers on the scale get lower, linking arms, being held, being alone, my bed, sleeping naked, control, feeling wanted, being chased by someone you want chasing you, painting, being home alone, cranking music and belting out the words, jumping on beds and trampolines, good hair days, feeling like you belong, photoshop, good conversation, not being able to stop talking with someone, new screennames IMing me, getting to know people, Brandon Lee, the name Trent Reznor. mkay that's all for now. i could go on forever, but i'm not going to.