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| (NOT IN ANY PARTICULAR ORDER) Stolen Sat lonely on my windowsill the glass reflects my tears. The world just sat there patiently as I told it all my fears. Music turned up loud to drown out voices in my head. Should be sleeping peacefully but I sit and cry instead. Pouring whiskey down my throat it doesn't soothe it burns. Just like the pain inside my head when will I ever learn. I lent myself to you, you didn't treat me how you should. Then you stole my blackened soul I don't know how you could. I've let myself be wasted cos all you do is steal. Stolen heart and stolen mind post-mortem will reveal. |
| My eyes close, opportunities out the window. Can't hold together, frozen over with emotional snow. If I see the world again, can we say that it's all pretend. Let me hide in your arms until you help me find the end. AINT FINISHED THIS...LOST REST OF WORDS... |
| Please don't cry I don't want to worry anyone I don't want to cause a fuss Please don't cry Just because I long to die It's not you, It's me I'm flawed The sun never shines on my life I'm a disease, a carrier of despair I taint all I touch My love brings pain I don't want to hurt anymore I cannot continue without hope I die so that you might cope with life, with joy You deserve all these things The wonder that true love brings I didn't want to hurt anyone I didn't want to cause a fuss So lay your flowers on my grave My heart stopped so yours to be saved Please don't cry Just because I died Ruth |
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| The Awakening of Therapy So today my thoughts create one great big accident And will you hate me now I don't live up to life? While I spend half of my day hoping you won't go away In my head you have made up your mind. Now I don't kow what you're thinking and it worries me Did I laugh out loud when something wasn't funny? In my mind, her mind or his, well it seems nothing is I have my reasons for my tear stained life Theres this pain in my chest and it's not helping me Give me anything just take it all away It's 3.30am and I can't close my eyes again So all I do is guess what you're thinking I think I think too much, And I don't smile enough, I feel so out of touch, When I can't sleep my mind burns out I think I think too much SAM |
| It's over I've spent my whole life trying to please Live through other people's dreams But all it did was crush me Making me fall to my knees Reach for a blade And start to bleed I'm stronger now I'm on my own But still your the rope round my throat Stealing all my air Why don't you think of youself some more As for me stop pretending to care Without you I'm fine Just because your life is shit Don't drag down mine Your mother might not want to know But I can't take her place To scared to live your own life Doesn't mean you can run mine inserting in your face I've spent my whole life trying to please Your using me me to live out your dreams But all your doing is crushing me Making fall to my knees Reach for a blade And start to bleed Why don't you get a fucking grip? Realise I no longer give a shit We may of once been friends But it's been killed by you using me for your own ends I've spent my whole life trying to please Stop using me I've got my own dreams I'm not your parent so leave me be I'm standing tall off my knees The blades gone rusty The scars are healing I'm going to listen to what I'm feeling Go tie youself in knots Cause the one on this ropes gone I can finally breathe alone Stop ringing the phone Saying without me you can't cope Well with you life for me has no hope It's over. Ruth |