You are so far away
I worry day by day
I do hope we both can survive
this love we keep alive
For it is getting harder and harder
email, text and calls arent better
Remembering the days we are together
makes me lonely and sober
What if you start forgetting me?
You find someone that makes you happy
Someone that amazes you with life's story
Gives you a smile, one that's so lovely
What if you find someone you can hold hands with?
Coz i know you need some human heat
Someone so close and be at your side
Tell you everything will be alright
What if someday you stop loving me?
To you ill be nobody
I pray to all Gods that thal will not happen
how can my heart be mend?
created: Nov 5, 2003
***another sad poem that talks about my fears...
i want to write you a poem
but I dont know where to start
there are so many things i want to say
i guess my mind is tangled up
i wanted to say sorry, i really am
when i hurt you or made you feel bad
i dont want to cause trouble on you
all i wanted was for you to be happy and not sad
how i want to say thank you
for the things you have done to me
whether how little or big they may be
they just show how much you value me
how i long to be with you
maybe a hug or two will do
but i can do more than that if youll allow me
im just missing you so much baby
the distance between us is a pain
it drags me down, driving me insane
how i wanted to see you all the time
to feel and touch you, knowing you're mine
just the thought of not having you
makes my life worthless
would i live a life without value?
i need to be with you
how much you mean to me
maybe you will never know
you give me love, care and happiness
makes me feel truly blessed
so much more to say i cant put them into words
sometimes my feelings just overflows
but all of these boils into one...
i love you so much gilbert, you are the one.
Created : Sept 10, 2003
so many things that we want to do
yet only little time we have
I want to do it all with you
baby we need to make this last
if only I can change our situation
that I will do for you
oh my, i have so much illusions
but im wishing some will come true
I want to be with you 24/7
do you think that is possible?
that would feel so close to heaven
i can be yours heart, mind and soul
for I want to hold you close
feel your warm embrace
hear the beating of your heart
seeing your face to face.
I want to see you happy
coz you mean so much to me
what else can i do baby
do you know, you are my destiny?
there is more I wanted in life
most wants are intended for you
wanting to take care of you
loving you more and more, I'll do.
created : Sep 15, 2003
what's happening????
if souls intertwined
unfold thy mysteries
cant read thy mind
please hurry
hope you'll understand
thy silence is not anger
secret-sharing is not a must
but i need you to trust
i am here to listen
everything ill comprehend
if thy heart is still broken
i will, try my best, to mend
my love, tell me anything
am your best buddy
dont be afraid of me
i love you so much baby
created...Mar 8, 2004
what i feel today.....
i am so weak
i cant even speak
got tongue-tied
thoughts collide
unspoken words
i know you are hurtin
dont you know
inside i am also dyin?
think, stop, breath
secrets maybe u keep
if i can read your mind
maybe ill be fine
do you love me?
thats not my question
but how much is your love
can it reach heaven above
u know where all these come from?
my love for you is so strong
and the just the thought of losing you
makes me easily weak
created...Mar 8, 2004
*** these are poems i created when we had a misunderstanding...so it is kinda sad...
can you feel
that i wanna see you
so i can look in your eyes
know the depths of your soul
can you feel
that i long to be with you
there in your arms
miss your embraces and touch
can you feel
that i also need you
here at my side
right here
right now....
created : Oct 28, 2003
i am here
you are there
captured hearts
yet world's apart
i am here
you are here
sending hugs
blowing kisses
i am here
you are there
thinking far
wondrin how you are
i am here
you are there
love's for real
can't conceal
i am here
you are there
its our destiny
can't you be with me?
i am here
you are there
i want your arms
to hold me close
i am here
you are there
physically separated
but we are committed
come home baby
stay here with me
i need you so badly
coz i miss you terribly
i love you!
Created : Feb 25, 2004
what maks me love you more
you reached deep in my core
you touch my inner soul
you make me whole
you've made me feel a real lady
nobody turned into somebody
treated me like a queen
showing me things i've never seen
so much joy fills my heart
holding back my tears when we're apart
you know it pains me a lot
when I leave you in the parking lot
Yet the distance brought more love
We are blessed from up above
Missing you made me realize
So many things in life......
They all come to one thing...
Without you, Who would I be
I'll be nothing
I'm nobody
created : FEB 26, 2004
