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this is not about my intention

to move up in politics,

because I clearly realize the limitations

in me to become a good politician 

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instead, this is about my consent

to move up to the eternal life

in the heaven above

after realizing that my existence

in this world has the tendency

to become a bait that trigger disasters

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even if God thinks that

my good deeds were not sufficient

to allow me entering the heaven,

yet my sins were not bad enough

to make me entering the hell,

therefore I would be made just disappear

no longer exist anywhere,

it would be better for me, rather than

becoming a bait that trigger disasters

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