Deserve
Love
Desire
Appreciation
Acknowledgment
Respect

This is what I deserve

Fakeness
Lies
Secrets
Deception
Degrading insults

All my acts of kindness got those things above
Not great results

I gave you everything
You threw me away like I meant nothing
Gone tomorrow
With no rhyme or reasoning

Respect and Love
This is what I deserve

Not the bizarre unspeakable treatment of me
That you so willingly served

Told me I deserve
That I deserve better than you
Can't believe you had the nerve
Then followed through with a great swerve

Told me how great I was
Then threw me under the bus
Now all I can do is shake my head in disbelief
All this pain you've caused me
All this grief

I deserve

Love
Desire
Appreciation
Acknowledgment
Respect

Not what you did to me
Or the the fake love that you kept
Every act of kindness built up
Now in my heart
The pain creeps to unspeakable depth

I deserve better than this
You said it

I agree

Can't believe you shut the door and locked the key
Placed me in the shallow grave of misery

Tell me what I deserve
I shudder at the statement
Can't believe you had the nerve
To say all that
Then give me the swerve