Crying and Trying
I laid there looking into your eyes
Tears seeped from my own
It was great to finally end the feelings of being so alone

The pain beared down
We were both smiling towards each other
Even though our insides were captivated in a deep frown

I smile when you're around

Your laugh
Your voice
Your smiles
Your whispers
Your gaze

They're great sights and sounds
They leave me simply amazed

The pain I felt you feel
The pain you felt me feel
By listening to each other
And seeing that we're truly real
I couldn't believe it'd be that big of a deal
But I was laying there, thinking it was almost too surreal

I've cried before
Many times behind closed doors
But with you, I'm leaving things open
And maybe, just maybe I'll be yours
At least right now, that's what it seems like we're both hopin

I can't guarantee you anything
As I've been through a lot
And my heart is just swollen
Swollen in pain
From crazy girls' plots
The holes in my heart feel like a big sting
And the tears from the pain keep on rollin

I enjoy what we share
Whether its idle talk
Or even a blank stare
It's nice to know you care
And to simply hold you is way better than holding the cold midnight air

Time will tell what it's really all about
But I don't mind being in this clout
Drunken on clout 9
Alchohol?
No.
You're my wine.

Continue to ease my pain
But give me time to sort things out
I have my happy times
But some days I'm left stuck in a pout
But don't worry I'm still trying to figure it all out
And beyond that, get to know what you're all about

Our tears soaked the pillows many times before
Before...
We were alone when we cried
The other night we cried together
It was a moment I'll forever treasure
Regret whatever we have going?
In the end we can at least say we tried
Or even better, come out of everything
knowing...

Whatever there is needed to know.

And right now, I feel like you're my window

I can see the world with you
And for once it isn't so bad
I hope like our tears,
You're feeling the same as me
And I'm your window to oppurtunity
Bringing you joy in everything you do.