I don't know why
And I don't know how
What should've been
Might've never been
Came and went without reason
Started to cry
Wondering why I bothered to try
Frustrations keep piling on
Thought things would be better once I finally walked on
Guess not...
Feels like my heart continues to rot
Can only take so much
Heart swinging back and forth like a jump rope in a game of Double Dutch
Kept hanging on
Waiting to see if you'd care if I'm gone
Undesirable
Taken for granted
Out in the cold
Seemingly stranded
I'm free from you
Yet I'm tied down
No burdens have been lifted
Even though my mentality has shifted
What is wrong with me?
Why can't I move on and be free?
Feeling numb
Feeling dumb
Got many roads to take
The question is
Which one?
Walked on
Trampled on
How much more could I take?
And at what level of pain?
At least for my heart's sake
Giving you so many chances looks to be a huge mistake
Don't know what's happening now
Got my own treacherous fields to plow
Supposedly I'm free
Ha...
Anybody feel my glee?
Certainly not me...
What does the future hold?
Guess we'll have to see.