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Hated Past | ||||
Looking back into the yesterdays, I hate your past craze Does it really matter anymore? I mean your pure ignorance of before You say you're trying And I know you are because I can see it in the tears that you're crying Why'd you have to do those horrible things? I wish just once, you would've listened to yourself and believed in yourself Self confidence and less mistakes is what that would bring So here I am, Betrayed by you and your past Will our love really last? Time and time again We're followed by your past sins When does it end? With me, a simple straight shooter named Ben? I've taught you a lot already And you've been a great student for yourself But how much, How much more of your past do I have to shelf? I look into your eyes And I always realize Who you truly should be When will you realize that too? And proudly stand up and say "I am happy to be me" Rough times have quaked your world Some of your doing, some of others You've been done wrong by all your past lovers. Now it's my turn To do my best and help you learn But you hurt my heart with your past and man does it burn But what can I do What can I do When I love you And you for you The you of today is far better than the you of yesterday We're in this together, and I'll be by your side every step of the way No matter what happened to you in the past No matter what losers continue to surface Know that you're better than them Nobody was there for you when you needed them I say shame on him, him, him, and however many more hims We might've gotten together on mere whim But I'm glad I'm in From me you get nothing but truth Good or bad Whether it makes you happy or sad I've promised you I will never hurt you and I'll always keep that promise Whether I'm happy or pissed Please realize this I love you and will never hurt you I'm not a loser from your past and nor will I ever be I love you for you And I'll be sure to do everything right so you can love me for me I get upset at what you did But maybe I shouldn't Because I'm glad that your history isn't something that you have hid At least not from me It allows me to know every part of you The good, the bad, the ugly It doesn't matter to me Because it helps me know the YOU The all of YOU The YOU that I have fallen in love with And maybe you wouldn't be who you are with me, if all those things hadn't happened Maybe you would turn around and say you don't want me But I think we're both learning things together And we'll continue on the roads of love, around every bend You bring me affection, desire, and sensitivity I let you be you And you let me be me Regardless of what happens Just know I love you and will always be here for you Bringing you nothing but butterflies and grins I LOVE YOU |