Listen
Sometimes I don't know how to deal
Sometimes I don't know what to feel
I'm not sure anymore what is fake or what is real
I trusted you so much
Now I don't know if I can care as much
The pain can be unbearable
Inside and out I feel so terrible
Countless tiring discussions
Sometimes I wish I could escape it with a concussion
Your words, your motives, your actions
They all face repercussions
Do I love you?
Yes I really do
I'm still in this fight
Willing and able
Even though it isn't the prettiest fable
You ask for forgiveness
I grant you that with kindness
However I don't forget things
Otherwise that would lead to blindness
History matters
Helps us to avoid disasters
Fables and fairy tales
Will we end happily ever after?
I'm willing to do my part
You've got to earn your fresh start
Please try not to make me out to be a retard
Flip flop between pain and love
I wish my heart were to be set free like a dove
Peaceful and accepting
Nobody caught weaping
Just be sure
You have no more lies to deceive me
My love and acceptance of you is strong
You've just got to believe me