It Starts Again
It starts again
Every time you’re gone
I listen to the same tired songs
Just trying to move on

Just want to be with you
We get along so great
I can’t believe our crazy fate

You walk away every other day
Home and busy schedules take our time away
Don’t leave
I just wanna scream
I care for you so much already
That’s all that scream is supposed to say

At least I know we’ll get by
Because you’re always willing to try
Refusing to give up
Not wanting to ever say goodbye

Our time away leaves me sad
Looking ahead to you
Staring back at what I had
Sitting around in idle
Wondering what’d I do
If I didn’t
If I didn’t have you

Her loss
Your gain
I hear it all
But I still feel as if I’m going insane

I don’t know how you deal
With me
Or what I’m going through
I’m just thankful
And I know
What we have is real
And I’m glad I have you

Feels like we’ve been together for 30 years
But we’ve still got these hidden tears
Luckily with you
I have no fears

Just want to get through this
Give you everything you deserve
When I’m with you it’s all gone
Everything is so right when we kiss

Just tired
It starts every time you’re gone
As if every goodbye
Means you’re leaving me and want to move on

Displaced associations
Crazy hallucinations
Figments of my stupid imagination

Heart ripped open
Bleeding and achin’
Thank God I have you
I’m finally not forsaken

Just wanna be with you
You and only you
Inner peace sets in
Smiling forever
Just like we always do

Sorry for my part
Trying to deal with a torn heart
Just know that you’re healing it
I can tell
My soul is feeling it

If it starts again
I’ll get over it
I know I’m yours
I’m glad I’m taken
And finally not forsaken