On this night
Not sure of just about
About what
I’m just going to write
This is my 100th writing
I’m not sure if that’s exciting
Can’t believe it’s been that many
Better keep feeding you words
Before your minds get skinny
Some have been full of love
Others have been full of hate
I’m never one to hate
It’s usually just temporary
As I try to interpret my fate
Filled with love
Now seeking guidance from above
My words have been a release
From this life of mine
Full of push and shove
Some have been creative
Others are boring like a sedative
I’m just letting go
Writing as a release
Just like my boy Beau
Wait, I think I started this first
Eh it doesn’t matter
As long as our writings don’t get worse
Ask about my heart?
Yeah it still hurts.
Cut so deep
By women
But every lesson they taught me
Nah, it didn’t come cheap
You’ve all read about the bloodshed
And all the tears that have seeped
I let it all out
So much pain
Pain I certainly didn’t want to keep
These are my words
Some have been harsh
Others have been absurd
But they tell the truth
All of my lessons
Lessons learned
All through my youth
Full of love
Nothing really of hate
Like I said
Just trying to interpret myself
And my great fate
Sometimes it’s just words
Sure some cut as sharp as swords
But they’re just a release
That’s my disclaimer
Not like I want to chase after all the people
People who have hurt me
Those who have deserted me
No, I just want to release it all
And keep standing tall
Like I’ve said in some
I just want to be above it all
All this pain
All this love
Every push
Every shove
Just want love
And some guidance from above
That’s my 100th writing
Consider it exciting?
Who knows what else will come outta my mind?
The potential is frightening.
Just realize these are My Words
Take them how you may
Don’t over analyze what I say
You’ll never understand
The depth of this man
Nobody can.
100 down
Many more have yet to be given sound
Rest assured they’ll come
Next time the pain makes me numb
And I’m just sitting around
These are
My words
My writings
My release
I’m out
Peace