I can only hope she cares for me
And believes in me
I give her everything I have
But does she see it
Does she feel it
Does she know it
Apparently not
Otherwise I wouldn’t feel like I do right now
Sent by my innocent actions
On a trip to hell
Left to rot
I want to give her my best
I hope to not hurt her when I have things I need to get off my chest
I just want her
I want her happy
Not stuck in mental unrest
Unrest because of me
I’ve somehow done it unwittingly
Definitely unknowing
All I can hope
Is how much I care is what’s showing
I’ve never meant to hurt her
Yet I’ve sent her through a myriad of tears
All I want to do is be there for her
And erase her fears
I don’t want to cause anymore tears
It’s been a month
But it feels like years
The lessons have shown us to be strong
We’re just now beginning to open our hearts and ears
Day by day, better is how we’re getting along
But how does she see me?
Does she believe in me?
Up days
Down days
How does she perceive me?
I’m working on everything I can
Trying to prove
That I do in fact give a damn
But it seems like I can never win
No matter how hard I try
Or what I’m giving
Simple fact is, she’s not yet believing
I’m not conniving
I’m not deceiving
I just want her happy
But in what way does she see me?
Hopefully her eyes will open
To my warm heart that I hope to be eternally showin’
A growing care
A love if we dare
Just matters in what way that she sees me…
And when and if
She’ll ever believe in me.