And still I try
Try to get over you
Haven’t figured out how to
So many things went so well
Now I’m stuck in this relentless hell
Busy during the day
Keeps my depression at bay
Return home
And my mind and soul wile away
Smile I must
But this life
Oh this life
I can’t yet adjust
Without you
Lost not knowing what to do
Time crawls on
This misery isn’t what I want to dwell on
Thoughts of you
What shall I do?
What can I do?
Sitting here without you
Patience is a bust
My salty tears begin to rust
This can’t be real
I don’t know what to do
What to think
What to feel
I’m miserable
Heart and mind left in a pile of rubble
Gotta stay busy
Ease my mind
Stay out of trouble
Subconcious misery
Thoughts are in disarray
This pain
MY pain
Won’t cease
Or go away
I want to be free
Set free of this misery
What did you do?
What have you done to me?
I can’t deal with this anymore
How the hell did I even live before?
My life is too calm
Some say it’s a bore
It’s because of my heart
Beaten
Battered
And tore
I look above
Seeking love
Pain continues to bear down
I can’t do anything but mope around
Silence is the unbearable sound
Mind blaring thoughts
Can’t escape
Can’t jump over
Can’t unbound
Got to get it together
Find somebody to hold my heart
And forever treasure
Sadly right now
I’ve been hurt so badly
I’m more fragile than a feather
Another week goes by
And still I try
Try to get over you
Just really
Really
Haven’t figured out how to