Every doubt
Every insecurity
All the destructive things in my mind
After what she did to me
I can’t always escape this misery
Yet you’re still here
Wanting
Helping
Looking after me
I’m thankful for it all
I used to be confident
I used to trust
I used to be so secure
I used to take blind leaps
Now I’m opposite of all of that
Heart leaking
Blood begins to seep
You pick me up when I am down
Not something I’m used to
But I’m thankful you’re around
You find it hard to be with me sometimes
Even when I write these silly rhymes
But you’re still willing
Good emotions keep spilling
Tender love from you
Slowly
My heart is refilling
I’m thankful for it all
Time will give us more
It will close the past
And open up a new door
To a love we’ve both never felt before
And I remain optimistic
Our love and care
It’s something rare
1 day equals 10 years
That’s our constant statistic
I never thought I’d feel like this
Almost unrealistic
But you’re the one meant for me
Just gotta keep opening our hearts and our eyes
Then we will see
Then we will realize
We will grow stronger
And have no demise
Because my feelings are growing
So are yours
I can see it in your eyes
All that matters is us
Not our past tries
Filled with hate
And too many lies
But I’m here with you now
In my fragile state
With you looking out for me
Your care and work ethic
Yes I can plainly see
Even when I’m weak and pathetic
You still care
Care for me
I’m thankful for it all
Just gotta get over the past
All the doubts
All the insecurities
There’s a great me somewhere
One day you will see
Just keep believing
Please believe in me
You’re doing so much
Every gesture
Every touch
I am being healed
And my true self will once again be revealed
Because of you
And what you do
For me
I’m thankful for it all