This Escape
		This escape is what I need It isn’t what I write It isn’t what I read I shall shut my eyes And count the tries Too many hellos Too many goodbyes Silence falls around me Nothing new Just thoughts of boredom And what shall I do? Interruptions mean nothing The heart and mind keep burning Desire of happiness still yearning This escape is what I need It isn’t what I write It isn’t what I read This misery Oh this misery Always belongs to me Open your eyes You shall see Just what exactly you’re doing to me I want to get away Live another day In my bed alone That is where I lay Alone on this night Out of mind Out of sight Hoping to slip away As day gives way to night This escape is what I need Escape from you Escape from life Your words and actions made me bleed My heart torn open with your sharpest knife Quit on me before we became husband and wife Let me escape This escape Is what I need An evil necessary To stop the bleed My eyes grow wary My life is so unordinary My heart was taken By you to bury Off to this escape Wonder what of our fate Sleep I must Before it’s all together too late