P H I L O S O P H Y
My beliefs have come to me through much patience and questioning. I have come to realize that I am becoming to be aware of life in a reality of misunderstanding. A place where motives are not understood before action is taken. Awake in a world that sleepwalks. I might as well be dreaming. I use the word sleepwalking to discribe the way most humans are blindly headed full force into their own destruction. I see this, and it saddens me. To think, all these lives unaware of the consiquences to come from the actions we take everyday. So much is taken for granate.

   I believe the only thing that I can do with my life is set an example with my actions and my words. I must be a living vestle of development. A walking testimony of my strengths. I need to purge my mind and create a new me. One that not only I can respect, but the world can understand. I know I must try to remain humble and question all that I can. I must understand this place so I can choose the best choice. A choice that has nothing to do with opinion. A choice that has only to do with the truth. The natural obvious. I must know and experience all I can to make the best decision for myself. To save myself from this disease of ignorance.

   I have acknowledged humans want to live for something or someone. A hope or an answer to end all questions so we can rest our minds. As I child I was raised in a non-denomonational christian faith. Morals were taught to me since I could listen and understand. I was taught many so-called truths. I was indirecty taught to ignore and fear certain words like evolution or change. I was pushed in a direction without having a purpose or a reason. I can now choose something else to do, but what could I have chosen as a new born child who learns only what is told to me or what I see. And not all of what we see comes with definition or a lable. I am far enough along in my life now to know the difference between what I desire and what I need. And what I need is peace in my life. I need truth to find that peace. I need to humble myself so I can gain the wisdom and decearnment to to find truth. I need to be true to myself and others if I want to set an example with my life.


                                                                                                                           
-Benjamin
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