I'm like the energizer bunny I keep goin goin goin
I like reaching out for nothing and it's showin showin showin
I do not like anyone but me and that includes you
I can't stand the chicks in girly flicks that go boo hoo hoo
I hate country music all the friggin inbreeding makes me sick
I can't stand when ppl are stoopid their heads are so so thick
I like candy bars and hot rod cars and things that go KABOOM
I do not like lookin like Avril as all of you assumed
I like cuddly ducks, tigers, and big fat fluffly bears
I do not like having my period and yes I will go there
I like safety pins and denim, music is cool too
I play guitar and flute, I have a pair of shoes
No one thinks I am cool but I'm too laidback to care
But whenever I go to Wal-Mart someone's gawking at my hair
My favorite color is black but I'm not really gothic
I like to shop in Hunstville where they have hot topic
I don't like rap or hip-hop all the fast talking makes me dizzy
I like ice cream floats with root-beer 'specially when they're fizzy
I like hardcore punk alternative anything with rock at the end
I do not like pickin on ppl but you better not mess with my friends
I can't stand the color pink...no offense to anyone
I can't think of anymore rhyming things so yes this thing is DONE
And as I sit down on this ledge
I wonder if I should take that leap and jump off the edge
If I take this chance for a 1 time romance
Will we make it
Will it be worth it
And if I didn't give a shit
Do you think that it could be better?
I know it seems that right about now it sure as hell could be.
So tell me now if I'm to blame
I'm sorry I'm the whole reason
that you are so pissed and tense
So tell me now if it's just the bitchin
that you hear in this song
If so...now I know....it wasn't worth it
My Second Story
"Why me?" she cried aloud as she threw herself on the bed.
Her mother ran into the room becuase she had heard what she had said
"What's the matter, honey?" her mother asked concderned.
"I need to be alone." she said as the anger in her burned
She needed to think about what happened today
Her mother left the room but she really wanted her to stay
She couldn't believe that he did this to her.
For he has said that he would love her forever.
She feared the feeling she was getting inside.
The hatred began boiling as she started to cry
She wanted to be held, held very tight.
Her eyes went blurry and then lost all of sight.
She was so stunned that she could barely breathe.
"What went wrong....or what's so wrong with me?"
She was tired of asking herself this, becacuse she has a million times or more.
She finally realized what she could do, and slid her feet on the floor.
Half part scared half part willing.
The was she was thinkin was so very chilling.
"This will change everything," she said and started walking slowly.
She went into the bathroom, her blood flowing coldly.
She opened the cabinet to find the pills
She started to shake from all the chills.
She found what she wanted, but didn't take it.
She thought for a moment what she was about to commit.
"Why," she said, "am I doing this over a guy?"
She thought for a moment but couldn't reply.
I won't do it she said with relief.
She looked in the mirror with disbelief
She ran to her mother with her tears flowing.
Her mother was confused with all the emotions showing.
I'll never let a guy bring me down like that again.
Because no guy is worth the thouble or the pain.
The day we broke it off
Was the day that my heart fell
I have now realized
This is a living hell
I don't want to live without you
I can't stand the thought
I just want you to know I love you
No matter how much we've fought
I still remember the good times
Even the worst ones too
I sit and wonder in awe
How much we have been thru
If I could only love you
My life would be complete
But since our problems have divided us
I suffer in much defeat.
I don't know what's to come of me
I really do not care
I just want you back to me
This is my only prayer
I'm so happy I could die
Tilt my head and start to cry
Lick aways my tears and then
Cut my wrists all over again
Kiss the world with busted lips
In this life I slowly slip
Hold my head and die in shame
Time to push down on this blade
You miss me now but you're to blame
And now I slowly extinguish this flame
Say goodbye to all my friends
They act like they care, but they just pretend
So here's to you my so-called life
And as I clench the kitchen knife
I think that all my "friends" would agree
They finally got the best of me
I uhm...hope no-one really commits suicide over this, this is a poem that I wrote after considering the after-math of going away...