My friend Steve was murdered today. Not but feet in front of me. The car didn't even stop. Not to acknowledge what they'd done. Not to comfort someone in screaming hysterics. They saw all of us- the cat, me, & my friend, both screaming & crying after it happened. Just kept going. Steve was this little cat- he wasn't ours, but he acted like he was. He'd come to the porch to be petted & to eat crunchies. New to the neighborhhod, so he was our only friend & neighbour. Steve was running across when these callous bastards just hit him. I thought, maybe a vet. Then I saw the blood start to pour from his head, that one of his eyes was popped right out, that his midsection was completely flat. He was still twitching. I wish instead i had focused on the car, got their license. I wanna post a reward, I want to catch these fucks & beat their car up & break it like they broke Steve. If they were stupid enough to come close, then God helpthem. But God didn't help Steve... why not? I hope He's listening. I hope I could somehow invoke a curse. I want these bastards to DIE in their car. I hope they ROT. But I can't do any of it. & my neighbourhood has become a colder & lonelier place. Happy Valentines day.