Death by suicide.
No one ever saw it coming. Meshagh had given Blaik, Brooke A., Ashlyn and I all a ride home on the 1st. Ashlyn was acting the same as usual..maybe even a little happier. She must have been hiding it well, because absolutely no one thought she would be the first one from our little circle to do it. Some say she had a suicide pack with some other people. Others say it was Britt's fault. No one will ever know...but it was no one's fault. Not mine, not Blaik's, not Britt's. It was no one's fault but her own. She was the only one that could have stopped herself. Sad thing is, she didn't die instantly. She was in the hospital until the 4th, when they took her off of life support. We actually thought she was getting better..but she wasn't. Only worse, in her own mind, literally. May God Bless Your Tattered Soul My Dear, May He Forever Watch Over You and Your Wings, As You Watch Us From Heaven.
Brian Nash ~ July 24, 1987 - April 22, 2003
Death by micro-virus
He caught the virus from swimming in a lake. I guess I'm glad he died, I hated to hear about him in pain. Disappointingly enough...the last email I recieved from him was him asking if he could come see me this summer...
J.J. Smith ~ March 19, 1987 - March 17, 2002
Death by suicide.
Apparently he was in pain, but no one knew. He sent me a letter in the mail before he did it. It read: "I will love you always, but my world has crumbled. I don't want you to think its your fault, you couldn't have helped. No one could have. Just remember how my life was always brighter with you in it......and you'll always have a part of my soul. Don't forget about me ok?" I didn't get the letter until after he had already passed...so I never got the chance to say good bye.
Christopher Gimmez ~ September 25, 1986 - May 8, 2003
Death by suicide.
He lost both of his parents in a car accident, at the end of April. He was highly depressed and couldn't take it anymore. He comitted suicide by lighting his house on fire, and staying inside it. Thats a very painful way of leaving this world.
Joshua Baxter ~ July 27, 1986 - May 23, 2003
Death by suicide.
Chris was Josh's best friend. After he lost Chris, it basically drove him crazy. I don't know exactly how he decided to go..and honestly...I don't really wanna know. I know he was misserable, but I think he could have gotten over Chris's death in a different way.
Annie Rodgers ~ November 2, 1987 - June 21, 2003
Death by car accident.
Coming back from a party Andy (her boyfriend) pulled out into an intersection and was hit by a drunk driver. He hit the passenger's side, where Annie was sitting. The impact threw Andy and her both from the car. Andy left with a broken arm, and some scratches. Annie left in a body bag.
Adamo Morello ~ May 21, 1960 - May 18, 2004
Death by cancer.
My Italian dad...or, at least he tried to be. He was involved in a very bad car accident in July. He lost alot of blood, and was in ICU for three weeks. Ever since then, he has been/was in and out of the hospital frequently. He would get better, then worse...better, and worse again. This was stressful on everyone, especially my family. I went to visit him, the weekend before he passed away. I got to spend a little time with him, but not nearly enough. I'll miss him, but he's in a better place now.
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