| 10/20/02: And so he said ok. I ran home. Seven. Fall of the Roman Empire. Peaceful offensive. Yeah, I'd like some. What will you have? Blue cat, red rat. Then she lost her coat. Where are they? The coffee is great. Pacifistic belligerent. Love doesn't exist. Utopian. Idiot. Idealogy. Physcology. He wanted to stay. Am I lost? Green door. Societal precipice. Active immunology. The walls are closing. In the car. Far is the next one. They were never here. I'm a good boy. All work aand no play makes Jack a dull boy. I can only do my best. Loser. Yellow is the sun. My best is good enough. The Union forever. Pax Romana. How's the wine? Thanks for nothing. She's alright. Who left? I did my best. Whatever could you want? There is no god. Life is but a dream. I'm lost. A strange mistake. Which one's left? Everyday is terrible. Faith. Thirteen. A day in the life. You don't pray? Peculiar predicament. Parachutes. Insanity. Prison rehabilitates. My best is good enough. He left California the other day. Rainforest. Batmen live in caves. Phallic dog. She breast feeds? Wait. Monday is tommorow. The sun never sets. It only gets worse. My best was all I could do. Is that the Constitution? I'm not here. She's coming over. The sea is blue. Saltine crackers. The first page. At least he didn't sleep with her. The last day. What's wrong with that? The men are coming back. Laborious respite. Perfection. The walk was long. Women are the frailer sex. We went to the senator's lecture. Gregarious introvert. The mess we're in. I will try my best. All the stars are made of gas. Cold. The universe is infinite. Women are strong. Contrived explanation. Beyond belief. Is the greatest fallacy truth? I told you. Smell. The flowers are wonderful. Can we go? Uncertain. The universe is finite. Try harder. Fitter. Safety belts. The radio drones. Tires that stop when wet. Towels don't dry. Osmosis. I can't. Take things slow. Procreation. The fifth on was great. Mother knows best. Hatred. Water for everyone. Burn in the flames. Live. For eternity. Anger. We love you. Quite the misnomer. She's German. That will live forever. In infamy will I die. The future. I did all I could. Where did they go? I'd like to stay. Great cookies. Chemistry. Sorry, my mistake. Strange day. Agoraphobia. Bolt of lightning. Xenophobia. The height of existence. Hierarchy. Landfish. The darkness before the dawn. God is dead. I'm a bad person. Who killed him? You did get the catfish? Food nourishes. Alarming. Ending. Fire. Forty eight. Tender. Platonism. Nihilism. Why don't you leave me alone? Soul. Unfortunate encounter. Well... 10/21/02: I am reasonable. Leave. Education. Lost. Unfounded truth.Tuesday. Oblivion. The fall. Holy Roman Empire. Towers. Flight. When did fear begin? Frued. Aphorisms. Kill. I'll stop at nothing. Good morning. What was that? Interesting endeavor. All work and no play. What can we do? He came from the heavens in a small row boat. Jack is a dull boy. Social dissident. Acquiescence. Redrum. The age of aquarious. Icarus. What have we done? Daedalus. The island is in sight. Minos king of Crete. The end has come upon us. Six hundred, three score and six. Save the minotaur. Apocalypse. Four angels from heaven. What a fool. Didn't you know? Eighteen. He's dead. Antipathy. Ambivalent assent. Sexual deviant. Genius. You think I'm crazy. We are well. There's nothing left. Everything. How's life? In its right place. Go back. We went out. She won't say. Good karma. Follow the rules. Antichrist. Bad karma. He's dead. The sheep. Parishioners. I've lost myself. Spirit. Nirvana. Darkness. Why wouldn't I? You think I'm crazy. Well-being. Happier. Sloth. Violent altercation. Passive. Seventeen. My best is good enough. Get off my case. Get off my case. Damned. Leave me. Leave me. Leave me. Terrorism. Thus He spoke. No god. Only the ignorant weep. Death. Immaculate perception. Blasphemy. Creep. Heretic. Pathetic. Hanged man. Suicide. Labyrinthian prison. Mind over matter. Pay no mind. I can't go one. Intellectual atrophy. I killed him. Love us. How did we get here. Ninety three. Altruism. Philanthropy. Social Darwinism. Nihilist. Christianity. Pitiful. Weak. I've lost myself. The first essay I wrote this year. Who would have thought someone could (or would) compare the Athenian legal system to the Third Reich? Can you believe this only recieved a 92? And then was dropped down to an 89 because my rough draft was "incomplete." 10/23/02: I got an 81 on my last my last bio exam, and an 84 on the first one. It seems as though my intelligence has begun to atrophy. Oh yeah, and on that one I got an 81 on I missed 10 out of 35 multiple choice questions. Terrible. And can you believe I was above the class average? 10/25/02: O, what weakness! I apologize for all past ills I have done unto anyone, and prememptively apologize for all ills I am bound to commit in the future. 10/29/02: The previous was statement was issued in an unnatural state in which I somehow forgot that all things I do are done because I think they are right. Therefore, I'm never sorry for anything I do in a rational state of mind (which I haven't been out of since I was five, except on 10/25/02 when I wrote that crap right above this). So to make things clear, I don't apologize for anything I've ever done (and I don't give a damn whether or not it caused you grief), and the only thing I could really be sorry for is writing the effeminate rubbish directly above this. Ah yes, Beauty. 11/04/02: I'm Pathetic.I'm Pathetic.I'm Pathetic.I'm Pathetic.I'm Pathetic.I'm Pathetic... Page 1. Page 2. Page 3. Page 5. Page 6. Page 7. |
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| Religion is excellent stuff for keeping common people quiet. -Napoleon Bonaparte |
| Turgid and pallid and livid and structure and structure and structure. The beginning has begun. The victory is not won. It was not one. It weighed at ton. Tactile. Premonition. Volition. Instrument. Violent and vehement and fervent and inherent to inhererit, demerit, demarcation. A strange situation. Adulation. |