Dreams to Dust

My dreams die hard
I hold them in my hand
But I held on too tightly
Now they've turned to dust

Once so full of light,
So happy and free
Darkness surrounds me
And it won't let me be..

I picked a rose for beauty
Forgetting about the thorns
I'm running out of faith
And feeling so torn.

Our lives are what we make them
Yet mines become undone
I turn to you for answers
To watch you turn and run.

If only to be young again,
Innocent, free to play
But that time has ended
Just a mere exhistance,
living day to day.



Tribute to J.F.K.

You were destined for greatness
But that fates made you fall
We all mourn your abscence
Since God made his call.

As a nation waits...
In silent prayer
You are now with your parents'
I know you are there.

Your flame it burned brightly
For so many a year
Even though the "hunk" flunked
We still held you dear.

As your father before you
Your Uncle Bobby too
We shall remember you with fondness
Our tears are still new.

Such a sad little boy,
One single salute,
Twas a dream that you gave us
Now that dream is moot.


The tears fell like rain
When I heard yesterday, noon
I'll say a prayer for you John
As I look up at the moon.




Song of the Snow Owl

Oh, Owl on your majestic wing
Fly to your Snow Owl
Make her sing

She sent her call out
So long ago
But it was lost
In drifts of snow

Through summer winds
You hear her cries
She's perched on a branch
Sits and cries

While flying over railroad tracks
He heard a call
Stopped and turned,
Then he went back

He found his Snow Owl
In a tree
Wrapped his wings around her
Now she's happy


Spellbound

Tormenting my soul
With thoughts of you
I'm spellbound and captured
Don't know what to do

You bring out these feelings
That I thought I forgot
A passion so raw
It cannot be bought

Your image it haunts me
Blows me away
You make me smile
On rainy days

I'll probably never kiss those lips
Or be held in those arms
But always know this
I'll always love your charms.


Dark Skies

As raindrops fall
The day looks bleak
I'm out of faith
And feeling weak

I gave myself
And gave it all
Was not prepared
To take the fall.

How you've darkened my soul
You will never know
Why does it seem
To bother me so?

I've shut down my heart
So I no longer feel
Pain that needs mending,
So that I may heal.

This story needn't
Be so tragic
Too much LOGIC
And not enough magic.




Sweet Nothings

I think of you
Throughout the day
You make me smile
At things you say

Such sweet nothings
Whispered in my ear
If only I could always
Hold you near...

Your golden skin
next to mine

Described as "heaven"
'Cause you're so fine

I hate this distance
That keeps you so far..
I'll make my wish
One the next shooting star.

Two of a kind
Are you and I
Without you my love
My inspiration would die.

Intoxication

Intoxicating my spirit
Permeating my sould
You're always in thought
It's taken it's toll..

I sit silently suffering
To have these wounds cleansed
Thoughts of  impurity
I must make ammends

New heights of pleasure
Through true gift of prose
You've given me everything
Including a rose!

You are my best friend,
And my favorite mistake
I feel like I'm dreaming
Yet I'm wide awake!

Justification

Justify my existence?
Why does it bother you
You've no right to ask that of me
So, you must not have a clue

For I am not your puppet
Your own personal slave
Your life I have not taken,
But a life to you  I gave.

Please give credit where credit is due,
Is really all I ask
I do everything  with kids in tow
'Cause I can multti-task!
Compain about my faceless friends
It's ok, you have that right.
But do not battle wits with me
You'll be in an umarmed fight!


Life Will Go On

Jealous of another
I do not have that right
Did not meant to get involved
Yet, it's falling tears I fight.

You were only showing kindness
Something not received of late,
Still alone when you're not here
Why do I sit and wait?

I knew better than to do this
For, my heart you'd surely break
But when I lay me down to sleep
I'ts tears that I will take

You have a life thats far away
And you must live it too!
I cannot be so selfish
'Cause I fell in love with you.

Do not leave with heavy heart
Just be yourself-loving, warm and kind
You need more than I can give
You'll be always on my mind.


Connections

The  connection is down
With no ICQ
I hate my server
'Cause I can't reach  you

This totally bytes
In fact it sucks!
To rely on this access
We're all sitting ducks!

Nothings been done
On my page today
Don't really care
Just wanted to play.

I've resest my connections
Everythings right
Why does this thing
Always give me a fight?

It's teaching me lessons
On just what is where
Learned whats on my hard-drive
I didn't know that was there!

By the time I'm connected
I'll be a technician
THey don't need fiber optics
They need a magician.

It takes them forever
To fix one dumb mistake
I think they have taken
One too many a break!

This had better be fixed
When I sign on tonight
'Cause if it ain't
They're in for a fight.




Cry of the Raven

Tears are shed,
The Raven is dead.
It was the grand illusion
All in her head.

She soared too high
And didn't know
It was all in Her mind
A real big show

Decided to come backe
To the safety of ground
She flew over water......
No earth to be found.

So sad to know
That she'd made a mistake
Plunged into the sea
Lost in it's wake.

All is not lost
Her spirit still flies
On a moonlit night
You can hear her cries.

She cries for the love
That  she thought she once had
A beautiful person
and handsome young lad.

Her life will move  on
As his will too
She's said her farewell,
A final adieu....
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This is all of the poetry I have written over the years. My inspiration comes from nowhere and everywhere and some places you don't want to know.
I hope you like it.

~Deanna
Sparks to Flame

Heart races,
Knees grow weak..
Palms are sweaty
I hear you speak
Soft whispers
In the dark
You are the one
I fell sparks...
Before the flame
The sparks must fly
I pray this feeling
Doesn't die.
So enchanted
Am I with you
Very special
You haven't a clue
Totally captured
My spirit soars
Don't let go
I'm always yours.


Darkness

Surrounded by darkness
I cannot see
Momentarily numb
In a vault I hid
Or so I thought
Then you appeared
Out of the blue
The light burst through
The drapes I had shut
Rays of sun
They shined at night
Once again
The darkness calls
This time I'll stay
And build up the walls
The drapes are closed
The doors are locked
I looked at the light
And thought it was real
So foolish to believe
That it could  be right
The night it beckons
Fro me to sing it's song
It is there that I'll go
'Cause it's where I belong
You got what you wanted
I'm torn in pieces
The lump in my throat
From tears that flowed freely
It's still there
I don't think it will leave me
For my eyes haven't dried yet
From your hurtful words
I've tried
I can't block them
That double edged sword
Has now pierced my heart
Inserted and twisted
Underground I must go
I don't want any light
This battle I've lost
I'm all out of fight.




Oceans Away

The tides are changing
I'm pulled out to sea
Earth truns to sand
Swept away, I could not let it be.
The waters are calm
As if they might know
To a higher plain
I long  to go
Plunged into the darkness
As black as my soul
A voice that is distant
One thats taken it's toll
Held powerless to fight
the sea takes it's hold
Had I not been so foolish
A different truth would be told
New senses awaken
I try to struggle to the top
The awakening too late
Soon this life will stop
An new life awaits
On the other side of the dark
One filled with happiness
A new light will spark
Once so very carefree
I ventured away from the light
I desperately hung on
But I lost the fight

Random Thoughts

I think of you
throughout the day
You make me smile
at things you say
Your goldenskin
next to mine
Described as Heaven
'cause you're so fine
Such sweet things
whispered in my ear
If only I could
alwyas hold you near.
I hate this distance
that keeps you so far
I'll make a wish
on the next shooting star
Two of a kind
Are you and I
without you my love,
My inspirationg would die.


Soaring

Beautiful dreamer
Come unto thee
A passionate spirit
So wild and carefree
Soaring so high
You're scared to land
Come to me now,
Please take my hand.
Together we'll walk
By oceans great shores
Take down those walls,
Stop shutting the doors
You only see what your
Mind says is so
Was this all a game
Or a wonderful show?
Your lack of trust
Shows how much you care
I've no fear to tread
Where others don't dare
Your aware of my feelings
Yet, still you tease
Look into you heart
Put me at ease.


I wrote this for Lerk of the Unwashed Villagers, due to the fact that we never get to see him much anymore and we all miss him ..:)

Lerk

Lerk the evuncular
He talks to trees
We ask your forgiveness
On bended knee.
True, we don't see
Too much of you these days
Your boss is demanding
He must change his ways.
We miss getting *bopped*
On the board now and then
The contests so good
Please pick up your pen
Although your  not picked
As someones butt of a joke
You should pick up the pointy sticks
And give us a poke
We need small reminders
To remember those dear
So get back on the boards
Get it in gear!
A mentor and friend
An Oak standing tall
We miss you Lerk
I speak for us all.

This was Lerk's response peom, it was so cute, I had to put it here. Thanks Lerk!

No finer wench we have, I think
Than lithsome lass, that pixie Tink!
Oh sure we've other that would work
But none have penned a poem for Lerk.




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