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The Release

Evaluation of this affliction
Magnifies my desolation
Anaesthetize the laceration
Raw - Then deadened and stained

Intoxicated with the sadness,
Im not in love - with this madness
Labyrinthine and all mine.

Droplets of misery taint veins -
Beads of Ruby release these pains
Him

Your fingers score her coating
Can you taste the bitterness,
Seeping out through every pore
She is translucent.

Exhilaration is felt
She forgets her foolish self
Lost within you, swallowed up
Euphoric and care-free

Ending a dozen times, torn
As she will be without his warmth
And that is why -
She can never tell
I Hate...

I hate popularity,
Because I want to be wanted

I hate my mind -
My ideas are disjointed.

I hate my thoughts,
Because they confuse me

I hate the future -
I dont know how to be.

I hate my scars,
Because they exist

I hate myself-
Though I cant cut my wrist

I hate my face,
Because it is mine

I hate you looking-
Im scared what you might find.
Their hate hurts

She finds herself
At a slope
Does he find her,
Will she ever know

Black crows she saw-
Beady eyes,
They spy their prize.
Sitting there, they scrutinize

Blind to a hate
They cant know
For it doesnt show,
It lies concealed

This evenings Dose of
Elation is quickly lost
Exposed, she runs out.

She can hear them shout

My Goddess

Do not assist me
In getting rid of my Demon,
Although she can be fierce-
She watches over me
She keeps me company.

Not a Guardian Angel
But she has been there for me
She has done more for me
Than you ever intended
Or intend to-

Would it be simpler,
For the three of Us-
That is myslef, you, her-
If I just left?

I can go right now-
If you like.
Makes no difference to me.
You can see how
I hate to be.
Fading

She is crushed by her frustration
It manifests itself with in
She is without.
Can this be considered sin?

She remains uncertain
Of what it is, exactly,
That she is missing.

One thing she knows
This is only existing.