this is my corner of cyberspace where I haunt with my thoughts, a veritable online journal. this is probably going to be the "musings on a life" section, so be it. I just let it flow sometimes. Maybe I'll find a higher, or lower purpose for it, time will tell. I have many more works as yet untyped, so that's a future project.

RWAIVI
(Chameleon)

Actions of childhood continue until the present
Playground speech was conformed to the African
accents of friends
Acceptance was the goal
and it was achieved

Teenage was a time of searching
That question that everyone must answer
Who Am I
There were some in her life whom she resembled
But she could not claim to be "Coloured"
That was not her heritage
Self-acceptance was the goal
And it was achieved

It arises still, this need to fit in
But it is not borne of childhood anxieties
Now it's about being a part of
As many worlds as she can
Jive talkin', Hindi and midwest twang
Shona soul and all in co-existence
All of this belongs to Rwaivi
Blending in her as she was born into this world
---Blended---

AVOCADOS
A wise woman once said
A friend's somebody you judge for yourself.
I don't like the word judge.
I like decide.
A friend's someone who you speak to
Through your soul
Talk to for hours at a time.
Someone who you have a never-ending conversation with.

I've known you for a while and I like the person you are.
I appreciate your existence
I am grateful for the space you have in my life.
I hope you realise your importance to me.
I am only one person on this Earth
But you are loved by me.
I think that matters.

I tell you this from my heart with my arms open wide.
I am honest in saying that you've made your mark on my soul.
As long as I draw breath
As long as my soul revolves in this circle,
You Are Loved.

AVOCADOS version 2
Sister I ask you
Is it possible to save a life
Just by being yourself?
Tell me if you can,
Will a friend be your everyday salvation?

Sister I tell you
I tell it like I see it
A friend is somebody you
Decide for yourself.
A friend is a soul-talker.

Sister I tell you that you are
My Everyday Salvation
Just being in your presence
Brings baby ble calm to the
Pollack painting of my struggle.
Complication is madness and
I am sane
In the simplicity of me and you.

Sister I tell you this with my heart on my sleeve
And my arms open wide.
As long as I draw breath above the waves
As long as my soul revolves in this ocean
You are the rock that saved my life.

HOPE CHILD
I wrote this poem after one of those melancholy days when I find my inspiration angels visiting me. My angel this day was a boy in a Chinese restaurant eating with his mom and sister. The child was true life: love and simplicity. His tan face and curly hair was my own childhood looking back at me, and for that child who is nameless to me I dedicate this poem. I hope to thank him one day when he is a Hope Man.

Amidst fortune cookies
Lanterns and
Fried rice
I saw a child shining
This could could've been my brother
Could've been anyone's brother
The child was life personified
Because the child was hope.

Engaged with this fleeting vision
I hoped for the boy
That he may never be marred
by history or the cruelty of ignorance
That his winter tan would never mark him for ridicule or self-hatred.

As all children are, he was innocent
Of the world
Of its unfairness
But I hoped for the Hope Child
With his mixed badge of courage
His melange of beauty
I hoped that others could see him as I do
A child of the future
A Hope Child.