He Remembers (What It’s Like) by: VanessaSky disclaimer: Joss Whedon Lucky Bastard distribution: Want, Take, Let me know you Have summary: he remembers what’s it’s like to have heaven and hell in her kiss paring: B/A                                          rating:  pg an: I need to say that the inspiration for this fic came from a wonderful, wonderful fic titled Glycerin by Blackwinged Angel. It is a beautiful expression for an author to make and not many can master it well. Blackwinged Angel can. And does. Thank you. Also read the sequel to Glycerin, Not Even The Sunrise. feedback: Please I need it like sugar. And we all know what that does. Please She is even more beautiful than his memory would have allowed him to remember if he had not seen her tonight. (he remembers what it’s like to live there, to have heaven and hell in her kiss) He watches her move in a dress he would never have allowed her to wear if it was still his say. He wishes he could still make thoes calls. Her neck bear, calling out to him. For him to take her. (he remembers what it is like to have heaven and hell there too) (Again, he’s been there before) She brought a wonderful glow to a house that otherwise was dark and dank. She made it glow. She made it home. She made it hers. (he remembers her light her warmth she was his home) (was is) (is his) (not anymore) (he remembers her skin) (remembers) The red dress made her skin more brown. Made her glow more. She was light.   Sun. A sun goddess. (my sun goddess) Why isn’t he inside holding her? Loving her, claiming her? (he remembers why her taste was like blood) (was blood is blood) (he needs blood) He watches her make a toast. She speaks with love in her eyes. Her smile doesn’t reach her eyes anymore. Never anymore. She’s happy for them. With them. She’s not happy. Never again. (he remembers what it’s like to live here) (to have heaven and hell in her kiss) Why is he outside her? Her body? Her mind? Her soul? Her soul? (he remembers where he belongs) (away from the sun) (from the goddess) (inside the goddess) (he remembers heaven and hell there too) His eyes tear away from her as he feel’s it begin to rain. (he remembers what it’s like to feel the rain) (pounding rain pounding her) (he feel’s her too) now she’s outside with him, and now she’s in his arms she doesn’t know (he remembers her touch) why (when) she looks into his eyes and he remembers (she remembers too, having heaven and hell in his kisses) what it's like to hold his breath (for her)         Click to return to Buffy/Angel Index Click to return Home