Saturday, November 24, 2001

I actually didnt even think I was going to be able to make an entry for tonight. I was so busy making the actual images for the site and everything. It took me f o r e v e r just to find a few animated icons I could use to display my emotional status.
And of course to top it all off I get to deal with people at my wonderful DBZ RPG club. Dun get me wrong I love my club! It's just some of the
people I dont like *cough*Akren*cough*
I've kinda hit a bit of a slump in my RP skills too. Not quite writer's block yet but I feel it fast approaching. NNNnooooo!
Of course I also talk to people while I do this..well usually talk to A person. *scratches her head* I actually think we talk too much and it gets to the point where it could ruin a friendship.
I had gone on vacation for a week in Hawai'i meaning no computer. I thought I was going to DIE. lol. Instead I found out I really do spend to much time on it (a bit ironic seeing as Im using it now) and when I came back I didnt need to use it as much.
It's kinda like getting to quit smoking. You gotta do it cold turkey.
Well the guy I talk to is like me only without the vacation..so he's still glued to the compy and he makes me feel bad when I want to spend time with my husband rather than yap about nothing on y! messenger.
He's better at letting me go though. I give him credit where it's due ^_^V
Bah! I know he's gonna read this too >.>;;
Oh well..this is MY diary so I can write what I want =P
He was actually getting a bit on my nerves but that's my fault not his. When Im working on something I like to devote all my focus to it rather than spread it between...say it and an IM window. But Im too stupid to just say "Hey I'll get back to you let me finish this." so I get pissed for him talking to me as if he can read my mind.
Typical female, ne?
That's actually a large reason for my frustration status. Although one of the club members didnt help >.>;
The dude practically ORDERED me to count his lines. Hello? Im a founder. You dont ORDER me.
Dun get me wrong Im not one of those founders that thinks they're God, but somewhere along the line the founders at my club got stuck with people that think they're slaves there for their amusement.
*sighs* Oh well..it's over..actually it probably isnt..Im sure he replied to me telling him not to order me with some smartass comment.
...actually..Im gonna check that right now...
Oh wow! He didnt!...he prolly just hasnt read my message yet >.>;; Everyone always needs to have the last word as if it's some holy honor. bah.
I suppose that's it. My face is hot now thinking about the frustration..I need a Pepsi...
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