No Control
Copyright 2002
She watched as he pulled into the driveway, a slow smile spreading over her lips. He was right on time. Erin was known to be bold, and so far in the relationship, she'd let him call the shots where this was concerned, letting him think he was in control. Little did he know that the roles would be changing. She turned, flipping the lights off, walking over to stand by the window in the corner.
He walked into the house, it was strangely quiet. Setting his keys on the table, he walked into the kitchen, expecting to find her there, but she wasn't. Confused now, he turned and headed into the living room, still nothing. Frowning, he turned and headed up the stairs and over to her room, knocking softly.
"Erin?" Nothing. "Erin?" Still nothing. Worried now, he grabbed the doorknob and turned it, opening the door. It was dark in the room except for a few candles lit. He stepped in.
"Close the door." He jerked, startled. He couldn't see her though. "Erin?"
"Stand in the middle of the room."
Slowly he walked into the middle of the room, looking around. He went to turn again, when something covered his eyes. He went to call out when he was silenced by her soft voice in his ear.
"Shhh..."
He felt her press up against him and realized she was naked. "Erin..."
"Don't say anything...can you do that? Can you be good?" She reached around his waist and grabbed his shirt, pushing it up and off.
If I take you from behind
Push myself into your mind
When you least expect it
Will you try and reject it
He went to grab her hands, when she stopped him.
"Be a good boy, and let me do this." Her hands moved quickly, unzipping his jeans and pushing them down along with his boxers. She could feel him trembling and smiled. This would prove to be an interesting night.
"You're to let me do this...I'm in charge tonight." She turned so she stood in front of him, reaching out; she cupped him in her hand, stroking him gently.
"Erin! My god..."
"AJ, you feel so good baby...so hard." Erin whispered, slowly lowering to her knees.
AJ's eyes widened. "Erin..."
"No talking, remember. Be a good boy." She leaned forward, drawing her tongue over his length lightly.
AJ moaned softly, he'd never known her to be like this, it'd always been him who was in control in their relationship, now the tables had turned.
She watched him as his breathing became labored, moving suddenly, she took him into her mouth, sucking him hard.
"Ahhh! Shit!" AJ cried out.
If I'm in charge
And I treat you like a child
Will you let yourself go wild
Let my mouth go where it wants
She pulled away quickly, standing up. She stared at him, gripping his upper arms; she pushed him back till he hit the bed. He stared at her, his body tense and aroused.
"Erin..."
She brought a finger to his lips, silencing him. Slowly she brought her hands up his body until they rested on his chest. He moved his hands up as if to stop her and she stared harshly at him.
"Stop fighting me AJ, just give up and let me do this, let me have my way." With that, she shoved him hard, causing him to fall back to the bed.
Give it up, do as I say
Give it up and let me have my way
I'll give you love, I'll hit you like a truck
I'll give you love, I'll teach you how to...
Slowly she crawled over him, straddling him. Reaching out, she grabbed his hands, bringing them up to rest on her thighs.
"Let me move your hands baby..." She moved his hands, upwards until they rested on her stomach and then higher, she turned them so that he cupped her breasts in his hands.
AJ moaned softly, he couldn't move and his mind wasn't functioning properly. He ran his fingers over her nipples gently, delighted to hear her soft cries. He could feel himself becoming more aroused, the blood coursing through his body.
She moved his hands lower suddenly, down past her abdomen and brought his hand down to rub over her lightly. Her hips bucked unconsciously, pressing her closer to him.
I'd like to put you in a trance...all over
Erotic, erotic, put your hands all over my body
Erotic, erotic, put your hands all over my body
Erotic, erotic, put your hands all over my body
Erotic...erotic...
She took his hand in hers, extending a single finger and bringing it lower, trailing it over herself. Her body was tight already, wet and ready. She slowly pushed his finger inside. Her eyes fluttered shut and she heard his soft moan and pushed his hand deeper inside.
AJ moved his hand in a steady motion against her, the feeling almost too much for him to handle. His body was so painfully ready; he could feel himself hardening even more.
She quickly moved his hand from her and up and into her mouth, sucking deeply on his finger.
"Ohh, shit! Erin..."
Slowly she opened her eyes, staring at him, starting a slow rocking motion with her hips.
"Please, please..." He moaned, his eyes closed in painful ecstasy.
She smiled then, a smile of pure satisfaction.
Once you put your hand in the flame
You can never be the same
There's a certain satisfaction
In a little bit of pain
"Open your eyes baby and look at me, I wanna see your eyes."
His eyes drifted open, finding hers and locking.
Erin could see the desire and the pain glistening in his eyes, and she knew he understood what this meant to her. "Don't worry baby...it won't last long." She murmured leaning down and trailing her tongue over his chest, grinding her hips against his abdomen again. "Mmm, the hurt won't last long." She moved up higher, taking his taunt nipple into her mouth and sucking gently. She felt him arch up and she bit down on it, rolling it between her teeth.
"Ohh...god...god..."
She pulled away. "Ohh, AJ, I love you...I'm doing this because I love you." She licked at his other nipple.
He gripped the sheets below him, whimpering softly, he didn't know how much more he could stand.
I can see you understand
I can tell that you're the same
If you're afraid, we'll rise above
I only hurt the ones I love
She pulled away from him to stare down at him. She moved down lower until she was straddling his legs. Reaching out, she took him again in her hands, stroking him. "Are you ready for me AJ?"
"Y-yes, god yes."
"Then let me feel it, let me know." She stoked him harder and harder still.
"Oh, damn...damn" He moaned.
She continued to caress him, squeezing gently. "You're so hard AJ, is that for me, are you hard for me?" She whispered.
He nodded; it was all he could manage.
Leaning down, she licked his tip, sucking on it. "Mine."
Give it up, do as I say
Give it up and let me have my way
I'll give you love, I'll hit you like a truck
I'll give you love, I'll teach you how to...
I'd like to put you in a trance...all over
Erotic, erotic, put your hands all over my body
Erotic, erotic, put your hands all over my body
Erotic, erotic, put your hands all over my body
Erotic...erotic...
He cried out loudly, he was hanging on by a thread. He was so close to the edge, so close.
She moved her hand away from him, sitting up and coming down over him slightly.
"Fuck yes! Erin!" AJ gasped horsely.
She tighented around him, teasing him. "Mmm...AJ, you're so ready aren't you?"
He whimpered, grasping her hips, trying to push her further down.
"No no, not yet." She pulled up and off him.
"P-please..." It was the ultimate torment. His body throbbed painfully, and tears streamed down his face. He ached so bad for her, so bad.
"Do you feel it? Feel how I do whenever you're away from me? Do you know the pain? Do you know the pleasure I could give you now? I wanna give it to you so bad baby, so bad." She whimpered.
I don't think you know what pain is
I don't think you've gone that way
I could bring you so much pleasure
I'll come to you when you say
I know you want me
"Erin...no more, don't make me wait anymore, I don't wanna hurt anymore." AJ whimpered.
"What AJ? What do you want?" Erin whispered.
"You, I want you." AJ grated out.
She moved up against him again, coming down over him again. " I'm not gonna hurt you, It won't hurt AJ, I'd never hurt you. Close your eyes." She instructed. She watched as his eyes fluttered shut and she let herself slide down over him until he was buried fully within her.
I'm not gonna hurt you
I'm not gonna hurt you, just close your eyes
Erin moved slowly against him, her hips grinding against his, she whimpered softly at the feel of him. "God, you're so hard baby. Ohh!" Her head fell back as she moved.
AJ reached out, grabbing her hips in his hands, trying to push her harder against him. "Erin, oh damn...I can't..."
"Come on baby...come on..." She moaned.
He pushed up against her suddenly and felt her tighten around him. "Yes, that's it baby, yes." He moaned.
Only the one that hurts you can make it better
"Only me...only the one who hurts you, can make it better." She sighed.
"Yes, yes." AJ chanted.
Only the one that inflicts pain can take it away
"I can take that pain away...let me take it away." She started to push harder and harder against him now.
"So wet, so tight..." AJ gasped, pushing harder and harder against her.
She pounded harder against him, tightening and releasing him.
"I'm close baby! Oh...so close!"
She came up off him and plunged back down, taking him quickly back into her.
"Erin!" He moaned, he pushed hard into her one last time, releasing long and hard.
She clenched him tightly around her and released along with him before falling forward.
"Shit." AJ panted, his body trembling. She nodded against him, struggling for air.
"And all this time I thought I was the daring one, the one in control."
"I guess not." She smiled. "I hope I didn't cause that much pain."
"I'll take pain like that, anytime."
Erin giggled, pulling away and staring at him. "Yeah?"
"Absolutely, I like having no control."
Erin smiled. "Mmm, so do I." She leaned in, kissing him again.
Erotica- By Madonna
