time period, I nearly commited suicide, 3 or 4 times, and during this time I
questioned everything, life, death, god, heaven, hell, etc, and i came to many
conclusions, 1. Life is worth living, even though i times, it seems not to be so
eventually something good will happen and it will make it worth living.
2. Christanity is a load of bullshit, sorry christians, but that is my thought,
though im not an Athiest, i lean more toward paganism, or wicca, than anything
else. 3. DRUGS ARE BAD, my father died because of the side effects of, his
smoking and drinking, ive seen the effects that drugs had on my friends, i do WILL NOT die like that, nor will i allow anyone who i call FRIEND if i can stop them. 4. I AM UNIQUE, there is not another person like me, and i do what i want when i want, i live MY life, no one elses, and i, and i alone am accoutable for my actions, i will not FOLLOW anyone, even if it means im
UNPOPULAR. 5. metal is my lifeblood, it has gotten me though tough times
and will do so again. 6. i will protect my real FRIENDS at all cost, they are there when they were needed and will be again, and as shall i
well i could go on, and will but not right now, and not here, so...