| So Now your going to delve deeper into my mind. I dont think your prepared But if you insist.......... |
| Sitting here im wondering whats going on. If there is anything there. My brain is drawing a blank and i cant think of anything to say to make myself appear any to be more intelligent or be worthwhile. But i guess it ends this way. It has always been me in the end. The spark that i was looking for is escaping me. Im just here. Not sure of anything else but i do understand some things. Where will this place take me to. HOW will i know I have arrived? Questions, many go unanswered but most go unasked. So long ago I remember the time so frequent in my mind. The days I never quite understood what they meant. But I did know what i wanted, out of life. Pictures in my mind. Of what I cannot say Jan 14 2005 2:45 am |
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| Please save me * Im sick of being here *Nothing ever turns out * And she dont care how I feel * silently I move around * and nobody notices * Away from here, someplace else * I'm constantly at war with myself * I cant help but feel this way * Will She ever care? Tell me what I could do * For HER to think of me * Would she ever dare? * Im not myself, Ive lost that years ago * To where I go, which way * my thoughts overcome * Would She consider? Far away yes you are * Wonder does she ever think of me * When I'm around her I feel I'm alive * I wonder how she feels * Could I ever do that for her? That which she does for me 2 Feb 2005 8:10 to 8:23pm |
| ...I look into YOUR eyes and Im at the Center of the Sun |
| 6Feb 05 1:10am When you love you someone * you have to give a piece of yourself away otherwise it wouldnt be worth nothing * and nothing sacred who come of it * but when the other person doesnt feel the same * you are with nothing there * you were expecting them to show something back to you * to let you konw your not in this alone * when they dont, you feel even more alone than before you met them |
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